3:32am blogging

wonder how long this life can carry on..
blogging at this hr while nt sleeping..

now eagerly searching for job.. seriously dunnoe wad i wan.. n xmas n new yr is coming.. no money to spend..
mean probably nt doooing anything special/

been rotting this few days.. serioously gaining nowhere..

where my spirit where my power... i wan be forever fightiing.. but i so tired....

lazy libran.. tat is me.. i know i can do alot.. but i just too lazy.. nxt yr will be a pivotal yr for me..

23 yrs old.. wah si bei old lei.. while i wondering wad to do with my life..

tell me wad u wan to do with ur life..

hard to know sia.. i very lousy at adapting to new changes...

so now i feeling terrible.. everything is moving while i still remain at the same spot...

211206

sori for letting the blog rot..been bz with my life..albeit unsuccessful life

been to a few interviews le.. all start with " let me know more abt urself"

as u know i not a gd talker, i probably fumbled through

haha every interview is a new experience, gd or bad... dun wan to say

let say it been a learning experience...

hmm but still i cant find a job that is reali suited for me..

si bei sian.. i tink anyhow find job liao.. need money more urgently

but need to consider my study time oso.. veri hard to find company to accomodate timing

haixx.. reali dun know wad to say.. tink i lack working experince.. so everything is new to mi

can i adapt to it?

tink i need to market myself aggressively.... if nt i sure die in the carcasses of interviews

hahaha.. been doing flyer distribution jobs.. damn shag.. any more lobang?
i nid instant cash

point taken on dec 16 2006 3 more days

blogging in process.. pls dun disturb

today went interview for a pt telesales position.. lol in the end kena intro into insurance agent line.. tio a 2 hr leccture on how to become a insurance agent.. cock n bullshit stuff la.. but i wan the pt job lei
7 dollar per hr.. do at nite .. 7-10 very shiok.. 20 dollar... i work for 2 wk.. can clear my bills..alot bills sia.. to clear..

my first priority is to find job.. haiz

1) to clear debts n bills
2) to pay for acca
3) to have valuable working experience.
4) chiong for more activites..

slack actually not good.. it dull ur brains n reflexes..

i need a job.. a well paying job

12122006-dental ffi

okie okie finali i do my dental ffi after 2 yr 1 mth 3 wk in army... 7 more days to ord.. happy but troubled..

i really duno wad kind of jobs i looking for.. there are so mani requirements in the jobs i browse through..

Am i capable to handle it?

i gt alot of questions but no answers.. i have alot of doubts in my mind.. but i cant clarify.. i simply m lost..

i know i need to plan for my future... i simply unprepared for the uncertain future i m gg to have..

perhaps the plan i shd adopt is go to have a temp job which will lower expectations for me.. while i adjust to the work society....

it is a feasible plan.. i reali have no one to bounce off ideas.. simply everyone is busy with their individual lives..

i shd be able to cope with it.. or can i?

xmas is coming.. but i reali cash short.. i dun tink i going out to celebrate.. hopefully i can find some part time jobs to gain valuable experience

no money.. reali bankrupt le.. still gt bills to pay.. still wan buy biz suits.. i simply dun have enough suits to cope with 5-day wk jobs.. siao liao siao liao...
can any1 give me ideas? on wad to do

its another sleepless nite.. i m blogging at 7 am.. hmm did not slp throughout the nite..........

wkends

i need cash to flow in.. haha

lols can i sell backside

haha,..

edging towards my ord date..

feeling hapi
can find perm job..
aiya any job oso can la..

i wan be useful.. dun wan sit ard in frt of com.. hope the job gd n work environment gd can liao..