Thursday, September 09, 2004

doWN n out.. work 3 long days..


i feeling so down n lonely..

work n work.. arghh

making mistakes at work.. tio bai yan by colleague..

frens all going oversea or in NS...

netfrens all cold n untalkative... alway i find ppl chat... nobody ever say hi to me when they online or saw me online.... i guess i erm 20 th or even 100th in line for a chat with a person ba

i so pathetic.. i just wan to grumble.

lol i guess is normal..maybe i outgrown net chatting

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

hmm meet some netfrens but no feelings..

well today is my 2nd day working at WWW during this intensive workweek..lolx.. late for work..=x.... den heng heng go work exit... monday cannt work at exit becoz of newcomer

hmm meet netfrens.. today is a day of fated meeting

first example: i was having my lunch break at ntuc foodfare.. when lijun n her fren come i was enjoying my chiekn rice..-.-.. den saw them come sit next to me.. hmm no appetite liao.. only eat half half nia... den quickly zhao ^^V

hmm den lijun n her frens all come ard WWW.. see they float ard WWW entrance.. i oso sian 1/2...-.- .. den duno is i zhu dong or wat.. den quickly wave them inside.. den let them through..nv really tok to them.. hmm maybe i look dao or wat..haha.. but i haf to act normal becoz gt cameras n supervisor.. cannt really tok.. *sorry to who asked me for going to thier bbq*.. cannt really tok to him.. n oso i too tired after work to go to bbq with erm bunch of "strangers"...

haha.. den they inside for a few hr until i end my shift.. weelung n me at the exit playing ard.. den oso cannt tok..wahaha.. den quickly wave them through.. wow... n best of all.. MISS LIJUN nv tok to me at all.... alamak nv even hear her voice.=x

2nd fated meeting: peishan n xiusen..

actually i caught a glimpse of them passing thorugh WWW entrance.. 1 wear white n the other wear blue...dun tink they saw me

den after work when i leave WWW, i saw xiusen n peishan n 1 more guy fren.... hmm walk towards each other.. den duno why.. i decided to say halo to them.. as hmm maybe we wun get to see each other until maybe next life=).. i walk alongside them den keep on saying hi to them.. finally caught their attention..hmm wat greeted me is huh n so on.. dun tink they recognized me.. hmm haf to repeat u r peishan so many time den gt respond..-.-.. " u jincai ah" " u just off work " lol.. den i saw them quite bz.. 1 keep looking at her hp.. den i oso gt nthg to i quickly zhao la..

haha.. wow.. i keep zhaoing..hMM.. dunnoe lehz.. no tots..maybe frenship fade le

Sunday, September 05, 2004

long time no Write le......

hmm.. long time i nv visited my blog..lolx.. too bz with my pt work...too tired.. n chionging my gb.. so lazy to write my i wan to write 1 long long 1.. see whether u will yawn after reading it..

my WORK: ok i work as a guard dog in WWW.. although find it quite interestiing but after a few days, find it mentally exhausting.. really can kill ppl.. so i tink tat why WWW gt a high staff turn over rate.. colleagues==> hmm frenly but tink they resigned to see new guys alway working beside them.. read: colleague mean full time staff... ahh.. boss= bochap okok lo.. normal comment on them.. interesting workplace.. generally they will leave u alone.. oso gt interesting gals working there... no chio gals la.. working there can bio ppl wearing swimsuit.. but see long liao tink it quite normal.. n nth to see 1.. tink there is no HOT gal going WWW play.. all normal gals in swimswear.. nth tat can go to FHM.... haiz.. u noe standing at the entrance at a hot day alway make me headache 1.. haiz.. but heng i going quit soon after 5 days of marathon working at the place due to the school holidays..

Interesting experiences during Work: obviouly the most furitful things i expereinced is gt to hold many gals hand.. but it beside the point.. but haha.. tink the most thing i like is tat i gt to interact with the customers.. expecially i like to chat with young kids.. they so cute n nice.. haha i alway bluff them say there is crocodiles n shark in WWW.. lolx duno they believe arnot.. but cute la.. love kids.. hmm maybe i should try to b a school teacher? jincai= school teacher? wat a joke..

ahh.. times go quite soon 2 wks gone liao.. arghh.. NS coming soon.. i quitting soon.. back to my " normal online life"... but i feel i have less ppl chat le.. maybe is normal after we haf chat for so long le.. noe each other so long le.. nthg to tok le la... haf know most of my netfrens for at least 1 yr liao
1 yr very fast hor... i treasure the 1 yr n 1/2 chatting online very much.. the experiences n chatting with them arnot.. they brought with them alot of ideas n tots.. i tink it help improved me as a person..hopefully i gt make their life interesting..lolx..i quite hapi to hear tat some of them told me life wun b the same after i go NS.. maybe is soothe my ego.. but it worked..haha.. feel hapi after they say tat.. at least i felt tat i had been

human ego n pride..haiz

haha...afternoon nick : "i going to die next week".. gt ppl come ask me whether i go NS ah.. so funny..lolx.. NO LA..I nt going Ns next wk.. i just working constantly frm 9-6 everyday next wk.. my ns Date: OCT 20... thank u thank u.. any1 wan to meet me for dinner? lolx.... i tinking of organizing a dinner to gather my netfrens.. but tink impossible..haiz...

hmm interesting of note: ppl do change after NS.. more evidence shown tonite.. ppl become more thin skinned..

hey if i change after NS, do let me noe if we r still frens.. or we haf become strangers who just say hi n how r u..

i dun wan to b like tat with u all.. i wan to b a part of ur life.. no matter how small..

hmm maybe i getting my emotion ruling me..or just tat i care for ppl more than they care for me..

arghh.. i DUN WAN to b stranger to U