tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71253202024-03-07T15:36:21.803-08:00na nu hai dui wo shuo , shuo wo bao hu ta de meng..jincai 25m , guy who r seeking his purpose in life.. veri difficult wor. alot challenges.. veri tired.. feel like give up but can i?xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.comBlogger527125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-35459276175503616782009-03-22T08:59:00.000-07:002009-03-22T09:10:42.028-07:00wkend suxwkend sux.. always have time to tink of alot shit<br /><br />want to b bz bz bz n focus on my goals..<br /><br />so mani tings to focus on<br /><br />life still goes on<br /><br />no matter wad, i will hold on n continue to strivexiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-87281680409222618522009-03-07T10:11:00.000-08:002009-03-07T10:16:44.016-08:00budget save n successlol.. wkend is here.. but i feel damn poor<br /><br />no money lei<br /><br /><br />lose 4d again<br /><br /><br />when i can earn euff money to be sufficient?<br /><br />i need find insipirationnnnnnnnn<br /><br /><br /><br />:(xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-9556145198277864382009-03-02T11:06:00.000-08:002009-03-02T11:09:03.121-08:00random blogworking on a monday.. shd be monday blues?<br /><br />but nahz.. i m happie.. happie to be bz.. i love to do things although sometimei veri slack..<br /><br />read a article today<br /><br />retrenched. n lesson learnt: learn to make everyday count. even if u a employee, u can do things for urself n tink of urself first before the organisation<br /><br /><br />how true is it<br /><br />awaiting my bonus .. dunnoe got arnot...<br /><br /><br /><br />waiting for my pay.. so that i can play cfd.xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-35345881373355948322009-03-01T09:48:00.000-08:002009-03-01T09:51:47.954-08:00sundaytml working.. now 2 am le.. man u have won the league cup<br /><br />i have tirelessly wanted to forget her.. jiayou bahz..<br /><br />i hope i can do it<br /><br />anyway... go to macpherson eat porridge.. nt bad.. want to eat mre but in the end stuffed to death<br /><br />watch 2 movies in a row<br /><br />shagged..xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-68746495892377465132009-02-28T11:00:00.000-08:002009-02-28T11:03:06.815-08:00GO FOR IThaha i need to be positive so as to gain wad i want..<br /><br />now need to chiong le.. i rest euff this yr<br /><br />hmm i shall slowly build n make the best out of my life.. i will be enthu<br /><br /><br />goal of the yr : improve myself in character and save 20k!<br /><br />= = = == = = = = = = =<br /><br />to be continuedxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-36084094849115599942009-02-26T11:00:00.000-08:002009-02-26T11:03:22.367-08:00cska vs aston villastaying up to watch this match since i have bet $100 on it..<br /><br />i gambling addict:(<br /><br />can life be simpler?<br /><br />i today totally avoid her.. if knowing n wanting to be close to her is hurting her, it is better for us to be apart.. although it hurt mre to me than it hurt her.. since she dun like me, it is best to do this.. 1 yr le.. i must be determined to get rid of thinking of her every moment and every sec. i can do it..<br /><br /><br />lols.. win money le.. wan go slp more.. 1 yr later.. i hope i find gf. haha..<br /><br />so mani sales. economy damn bad.. feel likebuying.. but nth much to buyxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-87072907692486763932009-02-25T09:31:00.000-08:002009-02-25T09:37:30.446-08:00teach me how to earn xtra moneytoday is a boring day @ work.... still dun like boss to torture me.. sian. work seem so little but the attitude of the new superiors sux.. or maybemy attitude sux. hate ge now.. now looking through jobstreet. i wan find a job that pay as well as my current job. but it seem difficult.<br /><br />been surfing ard.. life seem mundane. been seeing alot of affilate marketing website. seem interesting. but tink require time n effort. n dun tink it is worth the time. but seem to cannt tink of better way to generate positive cashflow. keep lose in soccer /stock.<br /><br /><br />die le la.. when can i be financially free.. i hate to tink of money. but it haunt me everyday<br /><br />hahaa.. i shd prepare to invest mre in relationship n frenship to gain happiness!<br /><br />but i no fren 1 de la<br /><br />ok sleep now.. ciao tml will be a better dayxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-74969479822332699702009-02-24T10:21:00.000-08:002009-02-24T10:28:11.524-08:00resilient jincaisomehow i feel so demoralised.. positive things does not happen to me everyday.<br /><br />watch benjamin button. quite nice but super long. the message the movie try to send is quite positive.<br /><br />no matter how much we curse and swear everyday, once it is time to go, u will have to let go.<br /><br />:( ur life is determined by frens and circumstances n the things in ur life. it all fated. no matter how proactive, a sec later or early u do 1 thing, it will dramatically change ur life.<br /><br />but then again, we should be always positive in life and move on. u can only look to the future and hope for the best.<br /><br />i have no idea wad i going to do in the future. once, i have dreams, hopes and aspirations. i try to aspire to reach the sky but i find the going tough. veri tired. sometime hope to give up n just let go<br /><br />m i too zhi zhou?<br /><br />work bu ru yi, love bu ru yi, family bu ru yi.<br /><br />who can i confide in this tough times?xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-82226035684969846852009-02-17T08:04:00.000-08:002009-02-17T08:23:32.399-08:00her bday 18th febhhaa once i set on a plan, i wan to finish it..<br /><br /><br />so when i decide to celebrate her bday.. i decide to plan how to celebrate..<br /><br /><br />hmm in the end i feel it is not as successful as i wanted..<br /><br />but at least she appreciate wad i do..<br /><br />sooo how?xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-32986251186861879232009-02-15T07:31:00.000-08:002009-02-15T07:33:12.453-08:00dreams?why i keep dreaming.. dunnoe.. keep tinking of things.. turning mad?<br /><br /><br />sometime i wonder if i m living in the past.. why life gif me so mani things and rivers to cross over..<br /><br /><br />i so tired.. i feel like giving up<br /><br /><br />i losing controll..<br /><br />how i wish life is like soccer.. i feel like i in control of soccer.. n i keep scoring goals.. successful..<br /><br /><br />success is so hard to getxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-13406505952090848762009-02-14T07:41:00.000-08:002009-02-14T07:43:10.180-08:00FIRST POST IN 2009finally after so long, i decide to restart my blog..<br /><br />becoz i feel like i losing abit direction in my life<br /><br />need a focus n diary to tell me where m i going..<br /><br />maybe i will use this blog to organise my life abit..<br /><br />i dun wan live a useless life..<br /><br />i wan make full use of my life<br /><br />hehehehee i wan buy digi cammm.. so i can upload more pics.. ok la my target..xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-74241836238950268272008-10-25T12:48:00.000-07:002008-10-25T12:49:36.967-07:00hihisomtime i wonder wad is life abbout?<br /><br />hais treasure everyday.. time pass so soon<br /><br />i wan do so mani things.. but i feel so unempowered<br /><br />feel weakxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-26686392983959697882008-10-14T07:07:00.000-07:002008-10-14T07:09:27.153-07:00tuesday @ work.. quarel with her againhaa.. quarrel with her again.. tot we cold war all the way.. but we clash over something small again..<br /><br />why she always have the wrg idea abt me..<br /><br /><br />anyway it ok la.. hahhaa study more impt<br /><br />must keep tink of idea to press myself on<br /><br /><br />everyday i must improvexiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-23535375065854011872008-10-12T08:00:00.000-07:002008-10-12T08:02:32.555-07:00restart blog now.. becoz i need a blog to sort out my tots..omg.. economy is getting bad.. wad to do.. how to do.. must be prepared for recession<br /><br />best is to be more hardworkin @ work n hope for more pay n bonuese.. n find second jobs....<br /><br />i slack too long.. this yr i must complete 1 paper of insurance n pass it..<br /><br /><br />N also i must pass the three paper of my accounting paper..<br /><br /><br />Cannt slack..<br /><br />must plan my time welll<br /><br /><br />chua jincai, u can do it.. no distraction.. totally focused on the goal<br /><br /><br /><br />6 mre days to paydayxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-45205486412283680682008-08-02T22:57:00.000-07:002008-08-02T22:59:30.635-07:00blog reopenfinali find time to blog le..<br /><br />i quite lazy to blog..<br /><br />becoz nothing much to blog..<br /><br />i still in love with that ger<br /><br />somehow willlll i be able to wait for herrr?<br /><br /><br />too much competitions lexiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-31342937273010291172008-05-19T10:07:00.000-07:002008-05-19T10:12:44.219-07:00a lost causelol<br /><br />i dun feel like she is interested in me<br /><br />while i m digging a hole deeper n deeper<br /><br />stupid me<br /><br />i dunnoe wad i m doing<br /><br />i just wish my exams to b over<br /><br />n my life to be ok again!xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-79038214395219802342008-05-10T13:41:00.000-07:002008-05-10T13:49:32.813-07:00i not richlol.. happy to sign on perm as at may 2... pay good euff.. wonder hw long i will stay there?<br /><br />great eastern has been great to me.. colleagues great.. working environment great.. location near..<br /><br />although sometimes life sux becoz i keep like gers who dun like me.. haha.. i also sian..<br /><br />quarrel n being sensitive to things that shd nt affect me<br /><br />well that me. i dunnoe how to manage myself le..<br /><br />haiss<br /><br /><br />i reali suxx<br /><br />when can i really grow up??<br /><br />alreadi gg 25 soon.. a quarter of century gone.. i reali feel damn old..<br /><br /><br />haha.. exams is coming................<br /><br />i everyday feel stress abt it.. my mind is totally divided into 2..<br /><br />1 is exam.. the other is u know who<br /><br />haha.. i m crazyyyy.. i must buck up in examss...<br /><br />sheee abit indifferent to me.. sometimes good sometime bad.. wonder wad she tinking<br /><br />wonder wad m i tinking of also..<br /><br />we quarrel like shit.. but we can be tian mi like siao.. huan xi yuan jia?<br /><br />haha.. we shd leave it to fate but i cant stop tinking of her...<br /><br />hmm well sandy have her bf.... sometime i oso wish she is mine.. but fate decrees not..<br />i just wish her the best n hopefully i will see her again somewhere sometime...<br /><br />life continues.. i wan to have a perfect life.. with a lovely family and a great career..<br /><br />i wan give the best to my family.. give the best to my wife.. gif the best to my children..<br /><br />continue to strive hard jincaixiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-80441391182376932582008-04-23T10:18:00.000-07:002008-04-23T11:32:20.148-07:00i hate workingI HATE WORKING...<br /><br />YES I HATE WORKING..<br /><br /><br />LOL<br /><br />ONCE AGAIN I HATE WORKING<br /><br /><br />nth to update.. except i going to signxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-66112577723032383492008-04-13T00:15:00.000-07:002008-04-13T00:19:29.629-07:00our life is just that.. pieces of memorieshuman create memories to remember things that make living a life more bearable<br /><br />good memories make life memorable<br /><br />so we shd create mre good memories to make life great<br /><br />life is great.. it just depend on u to make it great<br /><br />working life although is boring, but once u get to know more ppl more frens<br /><br />it certainly brighten ur whole life<br /><br />so mani things to do.. yet no much time<br /><br />so u should treasure ur time in life<br /><br />prepare to reset ur life if u feel gloomy<br /><br />do new things to brighten ur life<br /><br />that why we need to know more frens more ppl<br /><br />i have fun with the current batch of colleaguess<br /><br />really will miss them when or if they or i leave the company<br /><br />luke, tiffany,joycie, zunwen, n others...xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-72062955792899187002008-04-04T22:52:00.000-07:002008-04-04T23:11:57.148-07:00long time no update le..poor blog.. have neglect u for veri long le.. becoz i veri veri busy with work.. super bz.. super OT<br /><br />ok euff of it..<br /><br />still doing well in life .. in all aspects?<br /><br /><br />frens..<br /><br />my colleagues have become good frens... all those temp staff, perm staff have become my close frens..<br /><br />i know them for 10 mths le..<br /><br />time seem to go so fast when u so hapi<br /><br />in my 10 mths with them, alot thing happen<br /><br />my first time of seriously pursuing a gal.. seriously have feeling for her.. not those play play 1..<br /><br />is those type of wanting to take care of her 1..<br /><br />but too bad she no feeling for me.. haiss tink i still veri immature..<br /><br />but is ok..<br /><br />they have become my good frens.. share the good times the bad time.. the busy times..<br /><br />those days at the office have become enjoyable.. i will miss them when one by one they leave the company or i leave the company..<br /><br />we have went on a few outingss.. enjoy all of them.. see they laugh n joke.. we reali have become closer.. thanks for fate for bring all of us togethr.. thanks god.. at least i not depressed anymre abt life...<br /><br /><br />it make me look forwards to mondays at least<br /><br /><br /><br />study<br /><br />have so far done well.. finish my cat. finsih half of chfc.. now aiming to DO WELL in the 3 acca modules i have enrolled in.. although i tink it will need alot of hard work on my side.. becoz serioulsy veri tired after work to study..<br />but i can do it..<br /><br />heelllo.. when can i never do it if i set my mind on it?<br /><br />success or failure is just a word.. the attitude n learning experience is wad u will gain..<br /><br />go for it jincai..<br /><br /><br /><br />financial investing<br /><br /><br />i wan do well in this aspect. been reading books n forums.. trying to analyse companies.. trying to beat the Market.. but without certainity, i certainly wun venture into risky instruments<br /><br />for now is invest in unit trust n practise rsp. becoz money for me is actually nt impt..<br /><br />is thee feeling of being useful.. that the true motivation of being the best in ur life that is ever<br /><br /><br /><br />My motto is to Live ur best...<br /><br /><br />relationship<br /><br />i certainly yearn for a relationship.. a relationship whereby both parties care for each other.. i can unreservedly share my feelings with her.. she will be my support when i can be her support.. this kind of gal so hard to find.. i know i cannot change my weakness but i hope to find a ger who can accept me for who i m...<br /><br />i not a good person.. a person with super irritating attitude, lame personality.. slow to understand things.. insensitive.. selfcentered...<br /><br /><br />but wadeva i know i m a kind person.. i will care n cry for u if i knw u care for me in return.....<br /><br />is a 2 way things...<br /><br />zzz challenges ahead : whether to sign or no sign? .. where to advance in career? determined euff to pass all the modules. buy a hse.. financial investing.. mAking More frensxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-17713534001891334322008-03-01T12:42:00.000-08:002008-03-01T12:49:05.470-08:00dun know who will care abt my bloghaha,,, nv update for awhile.. becoz it is mth end.. n it is reali bz.. like shit<br /><br />doing sai kang work like this.. make me wish i m back in sch<br /><br />den again earning this kind of income.. i feel happi...<br /><br />lol so empowered.. to chart the correct path to being a successful person..<br /><br />maybe i will meet mani setbacks..<br />but i will strive to live to be the best.. achieve my aims regardsless of obstacles..<br /><br />to be a better person.. to be the best..<br /><br />lol.. tio second invitation to convert to perm.. boss ask me go to her office..<br /><br />say wan offer.. i hee haw.. say will tell her this coming wk..<br /><br />wad shd i do?<br /><br />accept to convert to perm.. n exchange my freedom for more money..<br /><br />llol i scare i cannt cope with my studies<br /><br />wow i fighting on mani fronts..<br /><br />work, study acca( 3 modules). complete my chfc..<br /><br />cool.. but i still slacking here..<br /><br />haha.. =D<br /><br />on second tots, i lack the financial discpline to accumulate n save wealth..<br /><br />beem wasting money in soccer.. kns damn sian...xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-78018469707094643052008-02-22T10:39:00.000-08:002008-02-22T10:53:58.540-08:00dreams n hopeswow, i pass exam..<br /><br />veri hapi although nv get as high as i wan<br /><br />but i pass la.. happie happie..<br /><br />now can aim for more..<br /><br />3 modules.. tax. law. finance.. conquer them all..<br /><br />take mc today to settle some stuff..<br /><br /><br />i successfully transfer frm nightmare class to f4 at no additional cost.. except textbook fees..<br /><br />good.. save moneyy.!!<br /><br />lose abit in soccer betting.. sians..<br /><br />must limit myself.. if not i will dragged into debts...<br /><br />den this financial consultant , which is me , will be in deep shit..<br /><br /><br />ok.. open poems acct.. actuali nv take alot time.. quick n easy.. another step to financial freedom...<br /><br /><br />ok i need a car...<br /><br />need to account for this..<br /><br />a car will be veri convenient and a big-time girl magnet...<br /><br />haa.. although it is a depreciating asset.. which goes against the grain of me thrifty n stingy personality<br /><br />aww i wan to spend.. but i wan be financially free<br /><br />how to juggle between this 2..xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-68984372978568428952008-02-16T10:26:00.000-08:002008-02-16T10:32:54.015-08:00wkend summariseactuali now is sunday morning 230am.. still havent slp.. is half time of arsenal vs man u..<br />hais arsenal is 3-0 down.. totallly no mood...<br /><br /><br />ahh why cannt life be so simple?<br /><br />cant a simple desire for happiness be so hard..<br /><br /><br />hmm no answer to that<br /><br />i whole wk have been looking to wkend.. becoz this is for a long time that i been working for a 5 day a wk..<br /><br />veri shaggg.. bt still have to work on sat<br /><br /><br />actuali no complaints.. i like workk..<br /><br />how i wish i can work n enjoy work..<br /><br />lol my current work so boring .. my life is boring<br /><br /><br />how i wish for variety of life...xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-27978230264577152462008-02-12T09:18:00.000-08:002008-02-12T09:20:58.131-08:00hahahaa.. a random totso boring work..<br /><br />everyday do same stuff<br /><br /><br />looking forward to wkend<br /><br />just bought tickets to mayday concert @ apr 26<br /><br />pls support<br /><br /><br />mayday music is so sensational..touching yet human...<br /><br /><br />with this..... i go n slp..<br /><br /><br />hope my valentine b backxiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7125320.post-1182631688606433212008-02-11T08:09:00.000-08:002008-02-11T08:14:28.860-08:00i forget who m iwahhhhhhhhhh i wan buy digi camm.. to liven up my blog..<br /><br />it seem beri sian rite..<br /><br />i wan buy N82 oso<br /><br /><br />sian so mani wants..<br /><br />yet i DUN HAE THE RESOURCE<br /><br /><br />savveee meee<br /><br /><br /><br />i wan buy N82222222222222222222222222222222222222222<br /><br />my next targett<br /><br /><br />getting bored @@@@ job..<br /><br />go find new jobs?xiaoBao aka xb..lamest guy in the worlDhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13052043140451951968noreply@blogger.com0