Sunday, March 22, 2009

wkend sux

wkend sux.. always have time to tink of alot shit

want to b bz bz bz n focus on my goals..

so mani tings to focus on

life still goes on

no matter wad, i will hold on n continue to strive

Saturday, March 07, 2009

budget save n success

lol.. wkend is here.. but i feel damn poor

no money lei

lose 4d again

when i can earn euff money to be sufficient?

i need find insipirationnnnnnnnn


Monday, March 02, 2009

random blog

working on a monday.. shd be monday blues?

but nahz.. i m happie.. happie to be bz.. i love to do things although sometimei veri slack..

read a article today

retrenched. n lesson learnt: learn to make everyday count. even if u a employee, u can do things for urself n tink of urself first before the organisation

how true is it

awaiting my bonus .. dunnoe got arnot...

waiting for my pay.. so that i can play cfd.

Sunday, March 01, 2009


tml working.. now 2 am le.. man u have won the league cup

i have tirelessly wanted to forget her.. jiayou bahz..

i hope i can do it

anyway... go to macpherson eat porridge.. nt bad.. want to eat mre but in the end stuffed to death

watch 2 movies in a row


Saturday, February 28, 2009


haha i need to be positive so as to gain wad i want..

now need to chiong le.. i rest euff this yr

hmm i shall slowly build n make the best out of my life.. i will be enthu

goal of the yr : improve myself in character and save 20k!

= = = == = = = = = = =

to be continued

Thursday, February 26, 2009

cska vs aston villa

staying up to watch this match since i have bet $100 on it..

i gambling addict:(

can life be simpler?

i today totally avoid her.. if knowing n wanting to be close to her is hurting her, it is better for us to be apart.. although it hurt mre to me than it hurt her.. since she dun like me, it is best to do this.. 1 yr le.. i must be determined to get rid of thinking of her every moment and every sec. i can do it..

lols.. win money le.. wan go slp more.. 1 yr later.. i hope i find gf. haha..

so mani sales. economy damn bad.. feel likebuying.. but nth much to buy

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

teach me how to earn xtra money

today is a boring day @ work.... still dun like boss to torture me.. sian. work seem so little but the attitude of the new superiors sux.. or maybemy attitude sux. hate ge now.. now looking through jobstreet. i wan find a job that pay as well as my current job. but it seem difficult.

been surfing ard.. life seem mundane. been seeing alot of affilate marketing website. seem interesting. but tink require time n effort. n dun tink it is worth the time. but seem to cannt tink of better way to generate positive cashflow. keep lose in soccer /stock.

die le la.. when can i be financially free.. i hate to tink of money. but it haunt me everyday

hahaa.. i shd prepare to invest mre in relationship n frenship to gain happiness!

but i no fren 1 de la

ok sleep now.. ciao tml will be a better day

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

resilient jincai

somehow i feel so demoralised.. positive things does not happen to me everyday.

watch benjamin button. quite nice but super long. the message the movie try to send is quite positive.

no matter how much we curse and swear everyday, once it is time to go, u will have to let go.

:( ur life is determined by frens and circumstances n the things in ur life. it all fated. no matter how proactive, a sec later or early u do 1 thing, it will dramatically change ur life.

but then again, we should be always positive in life and move on. u can only look to the future and hope for the best.

i have no idea wad i going to do in the future. once, i have dreams, hopes and aspirations. i try to aspire to reach the sky but i find the going tough. veri tired. sometime hope to give up n just let go

m i too zhi zhou?

work bu ru yi, love bu ru yi, family bu ru yi.

who can i confide in this tough times?

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

her bday 18th feb

hhaa once i set on a plan, i wan to finish it..

so when i decide to celebrate her bday.. i decide to plan how to celebrate..

hmm in the end i feel it is not as successful as i wanted..

but at least she appreciate wad i do..

sooo how?

Sunday, February 15, 2009


why i keep dreaming.. dunnoe.. keep tinking of things.. turning mad?

sometime i wonder if i m living in the past.. why life gif me so mani things and rivers to cross over..

i so tired.. i feel like giving up

i losing controll..

how i wish life is like soccer.. i feel like i in control of soccer.. n i keep scoring goals.. successful..

success is so hard to get

Saturday, February 14, 2009


finally after so long, i decide to restart my blog..

becoz i feel like i losing abit direction in my life

need a focus n diary to tell me where m i going..

maybe i will use this blog to organise my life abit..

i dun wan live a useless life..

i wan make full use of my life

hehehehee i wan buy digi cammm.. so i can upload more pics.. ok la my target..