Thursday, April 28, 2005

did nt bk out but here i m

very sad day..

very tired day

now i in office.. going to slp soon

i hate bedok camp

i hate my life

i duno wat to tink liao

yesterday do guard duty until bth...

very tired
do abt 7 hrs
bt rest abt 3 hr

very tired
i reali tired of life
hmm unfair life
den today morning slp until nice nice
bt still haf to wake up after noon
still haf to do work

actually tonite is bk out nite.. but unfortunately due to my work n cunningness of my superior, i haf to stay back.. made my mood super black. my face sure is black until hell..

i reali tired..

no 1 to console
no 1 to understand my pain
no 1 to gif mi advice..

no money

unfair life

reali unfair life

wat to say?

1 1/2 hr to ord

1 1/2 yr of suffering
pls pls omg..
let the suffering end

or i self end my suffering myself..

reali tired

wat will tml bring?

Sunday, April 24, 2005

had i changed?

hmm duno lehz..
today a gal told mi i had changed
changed frm wat i duno
chnaged to wat she imagined me nt to b le
n she very disappointed with it

n i feel quite bad abt it
noe thisgal for 1 yr plus
how times pass
she the 1 who is very sweet n nice
abit young nfor me..

she oso dunnoe la.. abit dun like love kind of thing.. so alway dun like me joke abt love thing which i often do..

is love thing a thing tat shouls nt b joked abt?
duno.. i nv been in love.. how i noe

wat is love?
hw to experience love?
why ppl say they r in love ?
wat is the feeling of being in love?
haha.. duno duno

i feel lost in this kind of things..
but sianz la.. no time to deal with this kind of thing liao..
army beckon mi.. lolz bk in le..

hey amelia cheer up if u see this..
hey lijun chien cuiting peishan where r u???????
haha.. minmin although u failed ur superstar audition, but u did ur best.. go go .go ..go
minmin jia you
u the best japanese singer

hhaha... lian intro mi to ada la.. more fun..
haha.. yizhen??
sian bk in le/.. see u the next wk..
i wan chnage back into a guy who r very gd

i can touch the sky bt i cannt touch ur heart


duno wat to update

pretty sian this few days


just wan to say i miss ppl