Saturday, August 12, 2006

wad is success?

success is measured by wad u achieved in this life
every person in this life want something
bbut not every1 will get what they want

wad did i wan for this lifE?

i nt sure
my personality is too mellow
haiz

i lost my mum
i lost my motivation

i write down some aims.. like being a CPA and getting a driving license
those aims r secondary
hmm ultimately wad i wan is a hapi life without no worries n lots of frens
haiz

i dun feel that i have alot of frens.. certainly i do not have a gf before
i duno wad the feeling of love
i dun even know wad the feelings of having a person to confide in
i have no frens
haiz
no frens tat care for me anyway

i desire nth for life.. except to make some impact on ppl life
=)
tat will be my success

ndp over.. a new sstart
new beginnings..

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

tml is ndp

ndp gg to finish
mths of saikang gg to end

3 cheers to ndp

haha

erm know tat i will be getting like 8 days off gals.. kinda console me

=)

3 cheers to ndp

may it be suucesful

Monday, August 07, 2006

wkends!

i totally bored with life..
i totally do nth today
i yesterday oso nc do much
i did nth

n i grow 2 days older
hmm

life is so hard to treasure
frens come n goes
sad


where r my frens when i need them
tired tired
just wan some normality in life

Friday, August 04, 2006

life so simple?

sianz.. now is like 3 am in the morning.. n i cant sleep.. keep thinking of wad to do after ord..

say will find job.. buy job easy to find mehz? i wonder abt it.

now my studies are on hold... 9 modules of CAT..

still awaiting the stupid membership number which willl allow me to take exams..

hmm CAT gt a few writen exams tat could onli be taken at dec or probably may..

sad.. cant reali clear everything in a row..

i nt so capable.. hopefully by end 2007 i can complete CAT and go for ACCA..


okie about my local uni studies.. hmm i will apply again in feb which is so far away..lol
hopefully can go in lo


euff abt studies...

lack of money cause me lose confidence in myselff.. hmm i cant reali have much money to spend on myself.
work work work
i really nid to work.. pls let me ease easily into transition frm nsf to work

now relationships is a big fat zero.. ahh so boring..

hmm 2 more mths to clear leave..

138 days more to orD!!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

when can i have the money to learn driving?

oh today take ftt.. heng heng pass.. nv really study..still blur blur on some concepts.. but who cares.. pass liao lo

pass ftt.. nxt target finish my ntu biz n finance cert.. sian alot to learn

tiring wor

hmm long time nv blog

actually nth much.. mon tues just walk aimlessly.. do work chiong chiong..

wed duty.. long time nv do duty.. do until abit frustrated.. haha.. but still ok la

haha gt time to noe a new gal.. melissa.. childcare teacher.. 24.. gif me her hp num.. tink she nt uup to any gd..

another mlm gal?-_-

die... anyway i too tired of gals..
where amelia, lijun, grace, chienwen, minmin?
arghh longntime nv tok