wkends le

i guess i need to be resolute in my quest for my dreams n hopes...i know i not in life for the money..

i dun know wad i living for.. hmm i gt no illusion of being a rich guy or a guy who have a wife or family.. just living happily..

i nv fall in love n i dun know whether i will ever fall in love

i gt lots of frens.. close frens.. n a gd family.. i treasure them.. maybe tat why i live on

seriously i gt tink of dying before.. but somehow god dun let me die..

hmm i seriously cannt find any reason to live.. except my family n frens...

hmm tat why i devise goals.. things i need to achieve.. n hope i will achieve... i will live life with a optimistic outlook.. enjoy wad u can enjoy..

i have adopted my mother hopes for me as goals to live on.. being a success in studies..

seriously ACCA n ntu engineering degree(tentatively bbecoz i may nt go in becoz my result sux) does not mix.. does not help me in finding the perfect job....

it will cost money n effort n lots of white hair stress slpless nites.. social life sacrificed..

but i wan go for both.. becoz it is tough.. it is damn hard... i know it will kill me.. but i wan get it..

i dun wan live life without doing something tat will make my mum n myself hapi

for myself, i tink getting both qualification will make me hapi .. at least i can die without regret..

for this, i live on.. for this i hope my life gt meaning...

i must chiong

some1 tell me.. if u sit there n tink, u will nv get it

at least u must go try go ask..

maybe u will get it

find it so true.. honestly i need to do mre of that

when everything is down. jincai is nv down

quite bored with life.. but is ok de..

i just need cash.. still so long .. mth end.. den onli fri den can go bank draw.. which mean feb 3.. which mean still gt17 days..arghh.. cannt take it.. still nid to return money i owe...

haiz.. i hope i have euff for myself...

life@chartered is just smooth sailing.. everything is easy to do.. it just take time... hmm i still dunnnoe how to tok to woman.. still so shy.. =(

there r quite a few chiobu.. all older than me.. but who cares?? hahahaha..

awww. how i wish some1 will take notice ofme.. a young man working silently at a corner..

hmm now i know charter ppl all use acca to go into charter finance dept.. hmm some nt even clear lvl 2

so hahahaha.. jiayou jincai... to have a better future is to work hard...

ok long time nv blog.. 1 wk to be exact.. lazy to blog n erm bz with wrk bahz.. or rather say been wrking.. nt veri bz in office.. basically like army..wake up @6 rush out of hse @ 7
first parade @ 8am.. den lunch at 12...
come back wrk till 530

den den trable home... usuali reach home @ 7

by then will be tired? not reeali.. i still enjoy watching tv n surfing net.. but lazy to blog

hahaha.. hopefully nxt few mth is lidat .. i looking forward to receive my first pay!!! first time earn more than 1 thousand!!!

dunnoe wad to buy.. dunnoe wad to do....

1llet me see the option avaiable to me

1) go for driving lesson

pros
1) get a license
2) challenging
3) can hao lian to lijun:P amelia n ermmmmmmm..........

cons
1) no interest
2) too expensive
3) need time


2) invest in more cat modules

pros
1) finish course earlier
2) go to lvl 2 in july n erm able to study wad cailian study.. can communicate
3) more confident in passin the cat modules than driving license

cons
1) very expensive
2) very stressful in terms of time n money taken


hiaz.. hard to choose.. but pay must come in.. now rubbing hand in glee

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lol just nw went eat dian xin.. nt bad.. but moouth gt two ulcer.. eat damn pain.. haa.. then too tired.. abit gong gong de..

llolllllllllllllll.......... see joycelyn there... with her buddy or butch frens?
wish myself this 6 mth wrk go as smoothly as this wk

first day of work!!

now blogging at 630am.. going to work soon.. hah slp ard 1.. now wake up abit gong gong.. sian..
reali dunnoe wad to expect.. hopefully thing will go smoothly... nth special happen.. just normal routine work..
i dunnoe wad things i gg to do.. just hope i can manage it..

many many thing to tink of.. hope today goes well...