i feel so old

sumtime is onli me.. or maybe is i feeling old alreadi.. hmm feel no energy to do anything.

feel life is so monotonous until it so sians..

i guess there mani things in life i havent done n dare to do so.

i tink this is my worst failings.. not daring to do anything risky or bound to fail stuff..

hais come again to tink. u onli will live this life once. y nt live it as best as u can..

eat wad u can. do wad u can. travel as u can. experience as u can ..


there so much things i havent done. yet i m here tinking wad can i do

i feel so mao dun...

when can i have a companion to dare me to break my boundaries.

i feel so sian . there no ppl to brighten my life. n yet i cant brighten other ppl life

been lazy blog

nth much happen in life. so i dun blog much

all my frens go back nus ntu hide again le..

=( poor me still slaving in the bad bad corporate world

wonder when i can earn millions.. n quit the job if i dun like

looll so hard so impossible..


alreadi aug. omg onli 4 mths to yr end.

i still havent achieve much..

still far away frm my aims...

lol long time nv blog

it quite long since i last blog. beri tired. now 1am in sat morning. nth to do so i decide to blog.

for the past few wkends i been working. either events or flyers distribute. other type of jobs.

love to earn extra money. life always seem to be happier when i bz.

it dun allow me time to tink abt future.. n everything.

tat great. life is too precious to proscratinate.

hmm this wkend. i will have nth to do on sat. gt a singtel event on sunday. earn abit. tat good.

ok. must blog abt my work. life seem to be veri bz during wkdays. alot tings to do. but ok la gt nice colleaggues. hopefully i can finish my contract. fufil my obligations.

i tink i like my colleague . she so nice n cute. been keep chatting with her . she oso seem to have gd impression abt me. but too bad i too low quality. maybe shd earn mre money. den can court gals.

lol.. how i wish life is so simple.

but i always complicate stuff.

duno when i can nxt blog

i feeling sleepy @ 130am?

wow getting to slp earlier n earlier

hmm yesterday i slp at 11pm wor


tat was like so rare


hmm nw ard 2am i alreadi cannt tahan


hmmm some1 ask me why i expect so little frm llifE?

how every1 wish to have super interesting life

yet i wan a mundane life

i feel confused now

bbut is it time now?

dreams seem so far yet i feel i m able to achieve it.......

when can i truly feel hapi

maybe tat been the question tat will use my whoole life to find a answer to.......


=)

old frens are always better

start to remind me of good old days.. wonder how fast time have passed me by

stll remb i a young little boi who step into sec sch .. go thruugh 4 different classes.. 1e3. 2 e1. 3e2. 4e2

things seem so far yet so clear to me... alot of old frens faces i suddenly remb.. i start to wonder wad they doing..

wonder wad have happen to make us drift apart after a few yr. 10 yrs have passed... since i sec 1

n it seem nt so long ago... the young teenager have become a grown man... similarly his frens have done so n soar high in their respective lives.. some have married.. some have children.....

it really seem nt so long ago we r sitting together in a class having fun together.. having recess.. playing soccer after school.. it seem nt so long i have crushes on my fellow female class mates n they all have grown into fine woman.. it also seem nt so long that i have made fun n tease many of them,, yet they still remb me ..still remb my names.. although some of the names have nt come to my mind tat so easily.. but i nv forget they have once made a impression in my life...

wow.. ii guess i have made some impression on some ppl afterall.. i guess i nt a useless person anyway...

i seriously hapi.. wad made me suddenlt write this blog.. becoz this wk i suddenlt mit alot of sec sch frens out of evverywhere.. everywhere i see is my sec sch frenn.. n the best ting is they remb mee.. lol..

hmm i guess i have nt lived my life in vain.. i shd continue to make a impression on ppl life.. hopefully a day i will be a nice memory in their mind..

haiss.. i reali feel nostaglic abt the old times in sec sch frens.. it seem so carefree compared to now.. haa.. so i guess old frens r always better..

nowadays ppl seem to have no time for another...

i guess 10 yrs frm now.. if u r looking now, i perhaps r tinking of how i m meeting u at this moment of time

cailian. online in irc f4. meet at tamp mall in my ugly clothes

amelia. online in irc. meet at tanjongpagar mrt with her bf

lijun. onlin in irc. meet at kbox cineleisure

chienwen .. online in irc.. meet at plaza singapura...

it seem nt so long ago we meet.. now we r doing well in our different ways..

wonder in 10 yrs times.. r we still tinking of hhow we made a impression in each person lives

cheers to every1.. enjoy ur lives