i feel i neglecting my blog

long time nv post here le.. been busy with work.. as usual OT alot.. wad to do

SMu ask me for interview... seriously i dunnoe,, go or nt to go.. my aim is nt to go smu.. would prefer ntu or nus style of teaching.. becoz i veri " dead" 1.. onli know how to study..............


ssian... ntu or nus nv give me letter.. m i reject... i feel so siansss

on one end, i wan to go uni to study.. on another end i wan earn money n i dun tink i have euff for my uuni studies.. even thooough i can take loan n blah blah blah.. but,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

imagine jincai nus. or ntu student.. will u be proud of me

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 days

haha.. crazzy.. counting the days i get my hand on my wages..

work till sian le.. too mani funi thing to do in this company...

morning move stuff ard .. need to prep for auditors... then do bank recon(my mst hated jb). den do recepit vouchers. den key in joournal entries.. n invoices.. learn new things abt sap//


nxt job i tink i wan find a audit job or a tax job or a payroll job..lol no more ap for me

i tired of it...

now is 16 days n counting.. hopefully i can break my long standing record of being employed not more than 2 mths in a single company.. i can do it de..

summarizing the week

well.. so fast finish a wk le.. quite hapi although i made a few mistakes.. i hope nxt wk will be a better one.. i must concentrate on work n sstudies..


haiss... veri sad now.. i wonder if i m tooo irritating sometimes.. doin stupid things..

i guess i shd keep to myself more.. dun disturb other ppl le..

she have her happiness..

i have my studies.. so sian study study in hope of making my life better.. making my mother proud

but in the end, i feel emptiness in my heart..

i really m wondering wad m i doing..

m i doing wad i wan?

i reali tired of life... hais why i always like girls who r attached n wun like me 1.. devote too much feeling le..

maybe is becoz of studies ba.. den i anyhow tink.. i guess humans r weird..

odds r stacked against me

Been busy with OT

life is so bz de.. ot ot ot .. when come back home, must study study study

but in the end nth goes in.. n lay in bed sleep till nxt nite le

reali jialat.. even now i cannt tahan now.. tink i going slp soon

sian.. nowadays energy level low.. last time can pia to 4 5 am..
den go back camp work at 7 wor

but i guess army is different frm workplace..

workplace is alot use brain de.. jialat.. i cannt tahan..

hmm 2 wks had passed.. n i know new ppl new guys.. new working environment..

enjoy very much but i will quit before exams in order to revise for it..

hais dun like to quit.. but sometime is betterr to find different kind of jobs this yr,. try try

lol 1 thing i dun like abt this job is lots of OT while u dun get paid...

haiss.. my tour of duty is chartered semicon. His. sony..

where will be my next stop..

wad will i see n know.. i wonder..

tsk tsk dun talk sso much,,, back to studies..

Tears will not let you enjoy the beauty of the stars

worries worries

from day to nite we all worry

making decision on the ways

pondering whether u had make the right choice arnot

hoping something good happen to u

but somehow thing dun conspire to be the way u want to be..

but u shd never forget to see the nite sky after a day of worrying..

looking at the stars which shine brightly for u

every star represent ur fren, ur family

looking after u, shower the tough route with light for u

i guess i nv falter.. when i have u...

i hope u be by my side forever...

tears will neever let me forget u. the star tat so bright..

i nv forget u