ok it is monday

how times pass...

a wkend so fast finsih le.. nv do much
just edgin towards payday

hope this wk shun shun li li.. i will work hard!

sunday le

wad a sad blog post..

in a happier note.. enjoy say tremendously..

edging towards payday..

edging towards uni application

edging towards alot of decisions to be made..

i rather wan make decision than tink of decistion

need to be decisive in life and live by ur decision

wkends le

i guess i need to be resolute in my quest for my dreams n hopes...i know i not in life for the money..

i dun know wad i living for.. hmm i gt no illusion of being a rich guy or a guy who have a wife or family.. just living happily..

i nv fall in love n i dun know whether i will ever fall in love

i gt lots of frens.. close frens.. n a gd family.. i treasure them.. maybe tat why i live on

seriously i gt tink of dying before.. but somehow god dun let me die..

hmm i seriously cannt find any reason to live.. except my family n frens...

hmm tat why i devise goals.. things i need to achieve.. n hope i will achieve... i will live life with a optimistic outlook.. enjoy wad u can enjoy..

i have adopted my mother hopes for me as goals to live on.. being a success in studies..

seriously ACCA n ntu engineering degree(tentatively bbecoz i may nt go in becoz my result sux) does not mix.. does not help me in finding the perfect job....

it will cost money n effort n lots of white hair stress slpless nites.. social life sacrificed..

but i wan go for both.. becoz it is tough.. it is damn hard... i know it will kill me.. but i wan get it..

i dun wan live life without doing something tat will make my mum n myself hapi

for myself, i tink getting both qualification will make me hapi .. at least i can die without regret..

for this, i live on.. for this i hope my life gt meaning...

i must chiong

some1 tell me.. if u sit there n tink, u will nv get it

at least u must go try go ask..

maybe u will get it

find it so true.. honestly i need to do mre of that

when everything is down. jincai is nv down

quite bored with life.. but is ok de..

i just need cash.. still so long .. mth end.. den onli fri den can go bank draw.. which mean feb 3.. which mean still gt17 days..arghh.. cannt take it.. still nid to return money i owe...

haiz.. i hope i have euff for myself...

life@chartered is just smooth sailing.. everything is easy to do.. it just take time... hmm i still dunnnoe how to tok to woman.. still so shy.. =(

there r quite a few chiobu.. all older than me.. but who cares?? hahahaha..

awww. how i wish some1 will take notice ofme.. a young man working silently at a corner..

hmm now i know charter ppl all use acca to go into charter finance dept.. hmm some nt even clear lvl 2

so hahahaha.. jiayou jincai... to have a better future is to work hard...