off day tml?

hmm.. today tuesday.. later gg to watch rela marid vs arsenal.. super shiok match
hmm tml off day..
but tml gt activation stuff going on
i scared i being called back
haiz
so i praying to god tat nothing happen la
hopefully la

anyway nothing much happened these days

where is the love

i gt nthg to say abt today
except abit sian
totally no mood to do anything
abit sick i guess
hahaha...
whole day online
finding ppl to fan

hmm i duno if i conservative or wad..
but i dun like gals call guys to mit up or even gals asking guys to be bf..
haha always tink is the guy job
n it a job i did terribly
hahaahaha
super sianz la..
nobody to date
nt even in feb 2007
i just a failure?
hmm maybe i should close down myself to the world
n tink of onli 1 thing
to achieve success
success is measured by money i guess
i wan earn more money
more more more
money is root of all worries
lmore money mean less worry
haiz tok too much.. bye haf a ncie wkend..
i gtg for duty later

hapi valentine.. outfield for past wk

on 14 feb 2006, it is valentine
while every1 is busy out dating,
i was outfield
hmm
but oso quite romantic
becoz i was sitting on a helicopter.. super puma up the sky in a full moon nite
very beautiful nite..
haha
i being flown over one are to the otherare..
the short 6 min ride.. over the beautiful sights of the sleepy island

haha
den spend whole nite in jungle

hmm quite relieved tat this outfield exercise is finally over.. walk n walk
hmm walk until very tired
so wat ahead for me

i very tired now
just wan to have a gd rest
just wish i can b happy again

nobody ever wan toc are for me le
but i anyway gt no time for any 1 le

i wan to complain

i so long nv update post le..
very busy la..
dun even haf time to self study lo
si bei sianz
but ah i also wonder if i finding reason to avoid study
cannt ka.. jincai is determined to make his mark..just want to be ahppy for once n for ever.. can god grant me this wish??

for past few days, i been busy wtih battle planning..
alot of stuff to preapre...
so not much time to be online
so was quite sad..
colleague verystressed
complain n complain
i heard until sian le...

somehow i just wish to have a peacefulk ord which is abt 310 days away
haha
stress lei
i hate being tortoise in army le
keep hiding myself frm work
my work alot lo
try to hide le but still being aimed to do it..
alot of work work wokr work work
stress stress
i yesterday day nire 10 plus go bk
den we today everyda 1 do work finsh

havent finsihs but i bk ard ard 5om to go home
so i reali veri tred

long wk ahead
outfield lo

tired days

now almost 10le..
just bk out frm camp..
gg back soon..
now HQ COY gt so mani activities..
wah so sian lei..
veri tired...
things after things..
tired leiiiiiii
why nobody console me?
haiz wkend lose money..
but doing duties help me earn ard 80 bucks..
so quite hapi.
hmm next wk go outfield again
wonder wad it like again
i tired of being so bzzzzzzzzzzz...
bt oso nice la...
keep mi occupied..
i rdy for ord