hapi valentine.. outfield for past wk

on 14 feb 2006, it is valentine
while every1 is busy out dating,
i was outfield
hmm
but oso quite romantic
becoz i was sitting on a helicopter.. super puma up the sky in a full moon nite
very beautiful nite..
haha
i being flown over one are to the otherare..
the short 6 min ride.. over the beautiful sights of the sleepy island

haha
den spend whole nite in jungle

hmm quite relieved tat this outfield exercise is finally over.. walk n walk
hmm walk until very tired
so wat ahead for me

i very tired now
just wan to have a gd rest
just wish i can b happy again

nobody ever wan toc are for me le
but i anyway gt no time for any 1 le

i wan to complain

i so long nv update post le..
very busy la..
dun even haf time to self study lo
si bei sianz
but ah i also wonder if i finding reason to avoid study
cannt ka.. jincai is determined to make his mark..just want to be ahppy for once n for ever.. can god grant me this wish??

for past few days, i been busy wtih battle planning..
alot of stuff to preapre...
so not much time to be online
so was quite sad..
colleague verystressed
complain n complain
i heard until sian le...

somehow i just wish to have a peacefulk ord which is abt 310 days away
haha
stress lei
i hate being tortoise in army le
keep hiding myself frm work
my work alot lo
try to hide le but still being aimed to do it..
alot of work work wokr work work
stress stress
i yesterday day nire 10 plus go bk
den we today everyda 1 do work finsh

havent finsihs but i bk ard ard 5om to go home
so i reali veri tred

long wk ahead
outfield lo

tired days

now almost 10le..
just bk out frm camp..
gg back soon..
now HQ COY gt so mani activities..
wah so sian lei..
veri tired...
things after things..
tired leiiiiiii
why nobody console me?
haiz wkend lose money..
but doing duties help me earn ard 80 bucks..
so quite hapi.
hmm next wk go outfield again
wonder wad it like again
i tired of being so bzzzzzzzzzzz...
bt oso nice la...
keep mi occupied..
i rdy for ord

sat duty.. sunday boredom

saturday duty... so is ok la.. nth much.. slp whole nite.. actuali wan study study but no mood..
lol so slp la..
haha..
n secretly go onnnline in office.

boring day.. but earn 50 dollars..

sunday a bad day...

the duty ppl who replace me get mc..
i find ppl to replace him.. but all claim to be on mc or something.. very very tired of these stuff...
sad sad...
it a bit disgusting to see this kind of thing..
finali replacement come ard lunchtime den i bk out..
lol totally no mood for the day

hmm later gg to bk in soon
a long wk
hope can survive....

sian cant contact lijun at all

summary of wk activites..

hapie cny finish.. so back to biz in army camp..
bk in wed morning..

hmm.. normal stuff lo.. do work slack.. but then gt wat stupid AAR.. after action review meeting.. basically tok cock session.. it started frm thursday till maybe nxt wk?

quite slack this wk.. but however... cant bk out.. actually wan secretly booked out on thurs nite.. but veri tired la.. den slp slp lo..
haha wah
i slpt alot this wk lo..
actually getting to like to slp le..
but lol...

actually friday 2pm can bk out.. but being HQ coy, we bk out late... we reallyd epends on the whims n wishes of our superiors.. which i dislike very much.. today i abit noisy..
haha kana alot of arrows.. shit..
nid to do alot of stuff..
sian sian..


kana 1 time big arrow
during cny celebration in our battalion, i was arrowed to be the head of a lion.. i actuali nid to do a lion dance.. omg.. i nv been trained in this.. i was expected to hold teh stuff for a few sec... den go up perform le.. in the end we perform like shit..

the lion head very heavy.. haha now i noe how the ppl move the eyes n ears of the lion.. strings..
lol

however inside very hot sia.. i lazy to pulll the string n so on..
wah super tired la..
is like 5 min stuff........
i was sweating all over..


first time perform lion dance..
shit..........................

hahaha.. any comments? wan hire me?


sianz.. gg to bk in later to do duty.. which is a sad thing..
hmm gg to miss gatehring dinner..w hich is another sad thing..
but tink after atec which is in apr..

maybe i will be more free
hopefully