wah did i sound sad?

hmm

now is 1240 sunday.. haf a nice saturaday.. it quite fun la.. but due to my poor organisation, the event was nt quite a resounding success it should b.. but at least it was a enjoyable day

21st birhday

nice hor.. impt yr of bday.. its ur turn adult day... i help celebrate ppl bday.. goairport send ppl off.... den go fish n co.. buy presents for person..

hmmm money all gone.. but ah it is worthwhile i guess

gt wat thing to say abt life? but still haf to survive la..

stupid life
stupid day

tell me when can i ever b hapi agian

No mOre lIfe

ARGHHH

I M ONLINE

WEEE

do i sound happy?

no rite

sianz.. stupid life.. wah i stay in 3 full days.. totally sian 1/2.. i wan to die i wan to die i wan die

i dun tink i can free until apr.. sianz

still so more monthss

ahh organizing najib bday gathering.. hope everything go smoothl;y..

pls god let my life turn for better

work work.. going to work again

hapi valentine day!!

to all couple, may ur love b as sweet as ever

to all singles, may u find ur chosen 1

to all frens, you yi wan sui

haha.. crazy me..

going to spend valentine day in camp becoz i going to do duty..arghhh

but nvm la.. xi guan le la..

lonely lonely valentine in camp

hmm why so many ppl keep on telling they wan find the other 1?

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.. love cannt mian qiang 1 la.. haha.. my heart is dead^^

i m totally focused on career
i wan to make myself super tired siper exhausted super bz.. lazy to tink abt life.. i totally focused on my goal

Caltex- wat drives u

Does the river flow in 1 direction?

yea it does..

does the boat alway gt a direction to go?

yea it does..

does human alway gt a direction to go to?

hmm they say ppl can onli alway move forward.. bt wat if u r left behind? wat if u r nt clever euff wat if u r slow

r u left behind by the river? thrown up into the shore or just let u sink into bottom?

i feel i m stagnating.. rotting in wordless hell..

wat drives me?

haha i osos duno wat i m aiming sia.. m i capable to go uni?--- no money

go oversea?-- no money

go work? most probably..

but can onli feed myself 3 meals a day..
i wan do something more..

sad but i seem cannt realise anything to do
i dun tink i gt any special talent

hahah.. 21 liao soon

adult liao no wonder keep tinking wat way i should take

hehe.. i want to b ambitious.. but see my character.. u noe i m a person who like to take short cut 1 la.. so


but i m hardwokring
i able to accept any hardship
i just haf to motivate myself la

i guess i haf to admit to fate

i guess i m a competitive person after all..

i guess i wan something after all..
i cannt b content with this life ever liao..
hmm my life view maybe should change ba..
for the past five yr, i nv achieve anything of note..
haha.. i made a great bunch of frens( my greatest achievement)..
now still on gd terms.. but somehow lack something..
but i tink i m sinking into monotony..my engllish getting worse.. my way of thing is rotting, my thinking getting lousier.. i nt smart anymore.. i wan something.. i wan do something.. tat will make myself proud..

getting worse.. my mind is deterioating.. i need to sharpen my mind........... pls tell me how how how

hey ssomehow getting into a pattern of life.. need to rediscover my craving for something..



hmm after this 2 yr of ns, wat will i do?


beside thinking of life, chinese new yr is very sian.. no atmosphere 1.. sleep all the way.. getting online oso getting sianz liao.. alway wan to slp .. haha..

eh where is my lameness? where is my audience?
maybe a gathering of fren will heal me