when i die, i wan

hmm


when i die, i wan to domany things

first ting is to find my mother

second thing is to tell the world i dun nid them

third thing is to find a way to restart life..

i reali regret some choices i took.. n i hurt ppl

there r so many things i haf done wrong
or i had nt done

haiz

i wan thechance to atone for wat i do..

i wan the chance to save my mother...
i wan my mother to live.......

why i m the 1 who is so helpless..

why m i the onli 1 who noe my mother is having a heart attack.. why cant i act more incisve.. call ambulance faster.. why cant the ambulance move faster.. why cant i do anything rite


when will i haf the chance to atoneee?


i hate my life
i hate myself
i just dun wan live this life