wkend summarise

actuali now is sunday morning 230am.. still havent slp.. is half time of arsenal vs man u..
hais arsenal is 3-0 down.. totallly no mood...


ahh why cannt life be so simple?

cant a simple desire for happiness be so hard..


hmm no answer to that

i whole wk have been looking to wkend.. becoz this is for a long time that i been working for a 5 day a wk..

veri shaggg.. bt still have to work on sat


actuali no complaints.. i like workk..

how i wish i can work n enjoy work..

lol my current work so boring .. my life is boring


how i wish for variety of life...

hahahaa.. a random tot

so boring work..

everyday do same stuff


looking forward to wkend

just bought tickets to mayday concert @ apr 26

pls support


mayday music is so sensational..touching yet human...


with this..... i go n slp..


hope my valentine b back

i forget who m i

wahhhhhhhhhh i wan buy digi camm.. to liven up my blog..

it seem beri sian rite..

i wan buy N82 oso


sian so mani wants..

yet i DUN HAE THE RESOURCE


savveee meee



i wan buy N82222222222222222222222222222222222222222

my next targett


getting bored @@@@ job..

go find new jobs?

Happi CNY 2008

Another yr, another gong xi fa cai.. another day of collecting hongbaos..

growing up .... up n up n up

getting old n old


so mani things i wish to do.. i will slowly plan..

complicated life here i come..


HAPPY CNY to every1

i love her.. veri pain

hmm this is unrequited love.. veri pain.. veri hurt.. esp when she leave u for the last time...

i love her.. seriously...

i wan be with her.. protect her.. make her smile n laugh.. i love being with her...

why heaven wan me see her yet i cant have her..

why she dun like me..

m i too lousy??

Lol.. i dunnoe why she nv express her feelings clearly to me.. even on the last moment..

i sms her again yesterday.. yet she nv reply...


on thursday her last day, i prepare a special present for her..

i buy a card design it.. ask 20 over ppl personally sign w/o her knowing..

arrange the present nicely on the desk n put the card which consist 3 things.. combined together look veri nice..

i feell oddly happy tat i m able to do this.. i nv able to gif ppl present properly.. i nt the type to tink n express this kind of things...

but yet for her, i can do this.. i can do this without any reservations

i do this to make this a beautiful memory for her n me..

aww yet the onli thing i get frm her is a thks..

wad i wan hear is why she can torture me so long.. can be so cold to me a moment..

den can be frenly n joke with me .. can smile to me..

she nv reali say she dun like me.. yet she nv say she like me too

i confused whether she like me arnot

issit i too possessive or i hurt her too much over tat event that she fear to be with me..

yet now she left me le.. left me hurting.. it pain n cut like a knife...

but hor i reali feel i can see her again
i reali feel i fated to see her 1..

i hope i see her.. i m yearning for her..

can heaven hear my pleads... n grant my wish?

soon i upload the pic