i feeling sleepy @ 130am?

wow getting to slp earlier n earlier

hmm yesterday i slp at 11pm wor


tat was like so rare


hmm nw ard 2am i alreadi cannt tahan


hmmm some1 ask me why i expect so little frm llifE?

how every1 wish to have super interesting life

yet i wan a mundane life

i feel confused now

bbut is it time now?

dreams seem so far yet i feel i m able to achieve it.......

when can i truly feel hapi

maybe tat been the question tat will use my whoole life to find a answer to.......


=)

old frens are always better

start to remind me of good old days.. wonder how fast time have passed me by

stll remb i a young little boi who step into sec sch .. go thruugh 4 different classes.. 1e3. 2 e1. 3e2. 4e2

things seem so far yet so clear to me... alot of old frens faces i suddenly remb.. i start to wonder wad they doing..

wonder wad have happen to make us drift apart after a few yr. 10 yrs have passed... since i sec 1

n it seem nt so long ago... the young teenager have become a grown man... similarly his frens have done so n soar high in their respective lives.. some have married.. some have children.....

it really seem nt so long ago we r sitting together in a class having fun together.. having recess.. playing soccer after school.. it seem nt so long i have crushes on my fellow female class mates n they all have grown into fine woman.. it also seem nt so long that i have made fun n tease many of them,, yet they still remb me ..still remb my names.. although some of the names have nt come to my mind tat so easily.. but i nv forget they have once made a impression in my life...

wow.. ii guess i have made some impression on some ppl afterall.. i guess i nt a useless person anyway...

i seriously hapi.. wad made me suddenlt write this blog.. becoz this wk i suddenlt mit alot of sec sch frens out of evverywhere.. everywhere i see is my sec sch frenn.. n the best ting is they remb mee.. lol..

hmm i guess i have nt lived my life in vain.. i shd continue to make a impression on ppl life.. hopefully a day i will be a nice memory in their mind..

haiss.. i reali feel nostaglic abt the old times in sec sch frens.. it seem so carefree compared to now.. haa.. so i guess old frens r always better..

nowadays ppl seem to have no time for another...

i guess 10 yrs frm now.. if u r looking now, i perhaps r tinking of how i m meeting u at this moment of time

cailian. online in irc f4. meet at tamp mall in my ugly clothes

amelia. online in irc. meet at tanjongpagar mrt with her bf

lijun. onlin in irc. meet at kbox cineleisure

chienwen .. online in irc.. meet at plaza singapura...

it seem nt so long ago we meet.. now we r doing well in our different ways..

wonder in 10 yrs times.. r we still tinking of hhow we made a impression in each person lives

cheers to every1.. enjoy ur lives

i tired..long wk of " rest" gg b over

such a long wk of rest.. so tired..... lol keep find lobang. but cant find much..
sian..


any ppl gt wkend lobang must intro me k...


july 2 start work

another cycle start again

3 am

why i nt sleeping yet?

becoz i dun feel like slping lei

hais i dun tinnk i have alot of frens....

nowadays ppl keep leaving me

when can the world be a hapi place for me?

why lifee seem so bbig n darkk..

dreams seem to be big but without ppl sharing the dream with u,

it seem nth to talk abt.. even if achieve it, it is nt enjoyable at all

i so sad

ok boring sat

nth to do??????


si bei siann...


still reading up on financial planning stuff..

borrow a few books..

wan to earn extra money somehow


1 million by 30 yr old