sha gua

hmmm i love the way she say these words.. all those anger directed at her all disappeared...

hmm i dun tink how she treat me .. just as long as she will remb me..

okie euff abt her..

today on duty.. tml leave.. fri leave.. i tired of 3 guards.. reali cant wait to get out of it..

hmmm.. but wad to do?
still so long to ord..

see my frens ord.. i hapi for them..
but how abt me..

i reali tired...

haha.. i still have my goals n aims to fight for...
yeah!
millionaire jincai here i come

tired after a day of duty

i totally disgusted.. i lose money in gambling again.. maybe i tink i too lousy le..
luck is nt always with me/// but /.. haiz i totally lose hope le


hmmm i 22 le.. soon 23.. but i feel i nv achieve anything of note..
who will remember chua jincai

hmm probbaly no one

tell u something..

my greatest wish in life will have a wonderful family.. a beautiful wife n 3 beautiful kids, a car n a house.. and a well paying job..

my dreams is so far away...

somehow i know i will achieve

but first dun gamble in football le

they really kill

finali can blog

well i on saturday duty.. damn sad.. but ok la... can use inet..

haiz totally sian.. duno wad to blog... i gt alot of thing to wonder but duno how to type it out

basically all abt my future.. haiz

first, i realise i will have alot of financial burden to worry abt nxt life.. in order to rush my CAT certification by nxt june, i need ard 2 k.. haiz...

alot of money to consider.. so i must find a perm job soon.. but i still stuck in army.. 2more mth.. reali need to find pt job to alleviate my financial debt..

haiz.. how i wish to find a rich gf... the other problems is i keep seeig couples all ard.. arghh pretty gals hung ard thier bf arms.. sianz

how i wish to find a gf but i too ugly n no person care abt me..

sian now amelia added to the list of ppl who ignore me

m i so detestable??

ade still dun tok to me but she send me a sweet bday sms...haiz.. i still tink of her deeply..

hmm somehow i guess i can anyhw find 1.. there r so mani desperate gals ard.. oopps//

but somehow i find a true one.. some1 who reali care for me.. some1 who is very sweet funni accommdating pretty..

when tat special some1 will come?

i in library blogging

omg... i actually in the library blogging.. lol com spoil mahz.. si bei sian..

die die die.. on leave these few days.. yesterday took acct exam.. sian get 74 nia... cant get higher.. my aim is 80 and above.

but okie la.. still okie..

chienwen today birthday.. hapi bday to her..

i looking for job.. but somehow all the job dun suit my timing.. hiaz faster nov come where i clear 1 whoole shot..

must buck in my studies le.. tink lagging behind..

nov gt 1 more.

den dec another 1..

whee.. i on course on finsihing CAT..

nxt ACCA...

hopefully a ntu or nus place.. secured by nxt yr..

looking forward to ord...

happy bday to jincai

okie... becoz i dun have my com.. cant blog as i please.. so it a late wish for myself.

i quite happi.. enjoy my bday cruise in a lst to the big open sea off pulau sudong..

haha.. do nth much there.. except fly in a helipcopter frm ship to pulau sudong.. sian
bday oso tekan nid go outfield exercise.. EXERCISE GOLDENSAND..

hmmm nv bring my hp along.. so did not receive all ur bday wish at firsthand..

but thank u all for ur wishes n the way u remb me.. i quite touched.. thanks..

hmm till now i still receive hapi bday sms.. becoz haha i set my bday in frenster to oct 5..
heheehe

they dunnoe my bdat is oct 3.. but nvm thanks for thier sms n thoughtfulness..

especially ade.. hmm she a gal i know nt so soon ago.. but she left a deep impression on me.. she so much mature than me but she still retain childishnes. i like her alot..
but....
she 23...

hahaha...
anyway i enjoy my bday trip alot.. this yr quite memorable like last yr.. hopefully i get more nicer bdays like this..

as for my bday wish, hmm i just wish the best for all my frens.....love u all muackies..

ade, amelia, chienwei, cailian, lijun, rebecca, grace, jiaqun,yufen, my sisters and cheechun, chenwei, weelung, wenqiang...