i jealous

i jealous..
no success so far..
why i so lifeless

hmm i wan make my life interesting
but i find it hard to break out of my mindset
can any1 teach me?

moody..

i sumtime tink why shd i wake up


wake up to see life is worth living


why cant i give up on life.. just live a day as it is..

just hoping to die someday

i making my life miserable
by trying to make my life to be worth lliving
i losing my grip
i losing my conviction...

i so tired

off from mon-thurs..

sunday duty nthg much.. super shhiiok

i machiam surf net whole day

slp oso nice

shiok shiok in the aircon

wahaha

4 days free.. must do something

meet gals?

update

* wed - duty

*thurs- ndp and fall sick.. gastric pain.. jialat.. vomit until no day no nite

*fri- duty

*sat - ndp stadium..

*sun-- fuck.. duty again

i like kana extra duties... but all these duties i help ppl cover for a cost

u see i money-grubber..

i need money n lobang.. my CAT need 3 k n then i nid to go for ACCA which cost twice the cost?

wah liew.. sumore i may enroll into ntu/nus/smu... pending application approval..

duno lei.. i seriously need money

money drop frm sky lei

hmm.. i definitelly wan achieve, even at the expense of my life..

=) sian why i bet on world cup ah.. lossess 100 plus... sian

hmm lijun tok to me.. i so happy....

sunday afternoon

actuali today i shd be at camp de...
doing duty
ppl sell me 1
but in the end last min he back out..cb
60 dollars lei
siansss..
i hate ppl like this

whole saturday i do ndp
damn shagged
den i went to watch soccer at weelung hse mac there
nice atmosphere...

haha..
gd matches there
portugal vs iran=> sian
czrch vs ghana=> exciting
italy vs usa
damn controversial

hahaha.. watch till 6 den tok cok to first bus
tired sia
i totally can be knocked out


damn

on a sidenote, i feel happy for fren progress
but
why arent i mprogressing

wad shd i do?