havent leave yet

havent leave yet.. but

feel so sick today..


flu..
throat reali feel super lousy..

keep sneezing

sux..

sick sick sick sick sick sick.. when can haf pl take care of me?

2 more days

2 more days. going soon..

duno wat to update

hope every1 is well

i m touched by evrything u all haf done for me

a sincere farewell

i going le...

byebye frens..

hope will update blog oversea..

byebye to those who i alway irritate n make them angry... lijun chienwen peishan.. esther.. eugenia.. yanting.. tem..amelia liwen yizhen minmin ..hmm maybe left out some1..

update soon

doing duty now

sianz. doing duty
cant go home
stay in camp
stupid camp
i wan to slp
sianz
no 1 entertain me
wah lau
can help me?

i slated to go oversea..

i duno how to explain my feeling now.. confused, sad, do not noe wat to do.. duno wat to tink.. kana this is like no future liao for me.. although many ppl say going oversea is so gd.. so fortunate.. so enriching.. go there can gain more exposure.. but 1 yr lei.. i duno lei.. its abit too long for me.. n erm being me, i tink i cannt survive out there w/o any support frm my family.. although the money is great, i just cannt leave my family.. money will not erase the feeling of home...i will miss alot of things.. my com.. my frens.... ahhhhhhh.. my family will b the most i miss.. my sisters n brothers.. my father n my deceased mother who r there in singapore...........

i duno wat to tink now.. everyday is a timebomb..

can tell me god wat should i do now?
i m serious now..

i really do not know wat to do.......

i helpless..

duno why i tink of leaving this place, i haf to bite my tonguie n force to hold my emotions back..


i reali tink i cant go away..

i reali tink i haf too much feeling too much things in singapore that i cannot let go