resilient jincai

somehow i feel so demoralised.. positive things does not happen to me everyday.

watch benjamin button. quite nice but super long. the message the movie try to send is quite positive.

no matter how much we curse and swear everyday, once it is time to go, u will have to let go.

:( ur life is determined by frens and circumstances n the things in ur life. it all fated. no matter how proactive, a sec later or early u do 1 thing, it will dramatically change ur life.

but then again, we should be always positive in life and move on. u can only look to the future and hope for the best.

i have no idea wad i going to do in the future. once, i have dreams, hopes and aspirations. i try to aspire to reach the sky but i find the going tough. veri tired. sometime hope to give up n just let go

m i too zhi zhou?

work bu ru yi, love bu ru yi, family bu ru yi.

who can i confide in this tough times?

her bday 18th feb

hhaa once i set on a plan, i wan to finish it..


so when i decide to celebrate her bday.. i decide to plan how to celebrate..


hmm in the end i feel it is not as successful as i wanted..

but at least she appreciate wad i do..

sooo how?

dreams?

why i keep dreaming.. dunnoe.. keep tinking of things.. turning mad?


sometime i wonder if i m living in the past.. why life gif me so mani things and rivers to cross over..


i so tired.. i feel like giving up


i losing controll..

how i wish life is like soccer.. i feel like i in control of soccer.. n i keep scoring goals.. successful..


success is so hard to get

FIRST POST IN 2009

finally after so long, i decide to restart my blog..

becoz i feel like i losing abit direction in my life

need a focus n diary to tell me where m i going..

maybe i will use this blog to organise my life abit..

i dun wan live a useless life..

i wan make full use of my life

hehehehee i wan buy digi cammm.. so i can upload more pics.. ok la my target..

hihi

somtime i wonder wad is life abbout?

hais treasure everyday.. time pass so soon

i wan do so mani things.. but i feel so unempowered

feel weak