bday 23

lol.. 23 le.. so old...

how ever dunnoe wad shd i wish for lei this yr?

my bday wish nv come true 1..

but ok anyway it my special day..

so to humour myself , i shall make a bday wish

i wish her to become my gf..


lol... 1 yr later maybe i see this wish come true arnot

so long nv blog

ya i m so boring..

nv come to blog becoz reali nth to blog la

i dun have bf to blog abt

i dun shop


i oso dun like to type 1 2 3 words in blog den end story

oh ya best i dun have digicam
s

so i cannt take pics

i cannt zilian

so ya.. boring blog..

so sad colleague dun like. she make it clear. i respect decision. but i cant stop tinking of her...

well i still treating her as a fren..

have abit quarrel on thurs n fri over a new guy n her. she seem frenly towards him. i guess i too pushy to pry into her affair..

so ya kana scold.. n say clearly liao. she dun like me at all. thks but dun be nice to mee

but i wun forget the times with her

wednesday always so sian

now 1230am le..

so tired

BORING LIFE.

I WAN TAKE a break

soo long nv update

reali nth much to update.

sian my wishes nv come true. i fail 1 exam.. nv go smoothly through. guess life nv smooth.

but 1 thing gd abt me. once i fallen down, i will go for more.

hmm nv give up!!

i going for ChFC qualifications. n exams is like 15 days away for the first modules.

wish me luck

nv gifup!!

life nowadays is work n home.

work is so boring. everyday paper work

home is tv n online.

haa totally no mood to study. must buck up liao.

today hapi. fill timesheet with gusto. becoz pay is coming soon!!

i gg be richer by 1 k again..;o

who wan dinner treat frm me.


but i wish to be richer. so i can do alot of things. like treat family to a holiday trip. gif them things they nv have before. who say my mum n dad r poor. they cant gif us much. so we have to strive for it..

we nv have brand new toys. we nv have brand new sch bags, shoes , shirts.

but is ok. i nv envy. becoz i have a great mum. now we r older. but i cant gif back all the love my mum have given. guess my siblings is the onli one i can gif back my gratitude.

haa.. anyway all my siblings study so good.. onli mi. i still veri lousy..

ahhh i wan be a success in a life. ehh

wad if i live to 100.. it is useless if i nv do anything great with this life!!

i feel so old

sumtime is onli me.. or maybe is i feeling old alreadi.. hmm feel no energy to do anything.

feel life is so monotonous until it so sians..

i guess there mani things in life i havent done n dare to do so.

i tink this is my worst failings.. not daring to do anything risky or bound to fail stuff..

hais come again to tink. u onli will live this life once. y nt live it as best as u can..

eat wad u can. do wad u can. travel as u can. experience as u can ..


there so much things i havent done. yet i m here tinking wad can i do

i feel so mao dun...

when can i have a companion to dare me to break my boundaries.

i feel so sian . there no ppl to brighten my life. n yet i cant brighten other ppl life