another bored off day

haha.. duno why lei..

i gt 3 days off

but i keep complaining it is boring..

but when i in camp
i complain it is too stressfull

but at least it occupy my time
but then the life there is so fucked up

i duno la..

i such a contradicitng perosn..

plans plans.. last off day coming soon.. going back camp soon.. sianz

i see every1 is happily attached..how i feel? jealous?

tis is monday afternoon

i totally bored

haha

my off days spent like this

totally sianz day!

i noe i haf to enjoy all off days since it so rare

i duno how to plans my days.. i wan everyday to do something interetsing

to do something tat will make my day

everyday will make a difference to my own life

July 4

nth happen at all

yo i back..

ahh.. duno my com spoil.. but tink quite long.. sad
finali i back

today sunday morning liao.. nobody here
sianz

hmm actually i wan spend my days w/o com

but too addicted to it liao

duno duno
nvm nvm.. life still gone on

n let me b deluded alway!!

i poor n bankrupt

ah
some1 gif me money lei
i poor n no money liao
i just wan something more
i wan a gal
oops
hahaha

siao liao la..

me crazy le

more money= more gal?

oo jumbled tots..

i dreaming again.. i just wan a life

when i die, i wan

hmm


when i die, i wan to domany things

first ting is to find my mother

second thing is to tell the world i dun nid them

third thing is to find a way to restart life..

i reali regret some choices i took.. n i hurt ppl

there r so many things i haf done wrong
or i had nt done

haiz

i wan thechance to atone for wat i do..

i wan the chance to save my mother...
i wan my mother to live.......

why i m the 1 who is so helpless..

why m i the onli 1 who noe my mother is having a heart attack.. why cant i act more incisve.. call ambulance faster.. why cant the ambulance move faster.. why cant i do anything rite


when will i haf the chance to atoneee?


i hate my life
i hate myself
i just dun wan live this life