lost lost lost lost
last few days i keep thinking of wad to aim for in 2007.. i do research surf net.. see how much the thing cost..
i decide wad i wan.. it is listed in my wants column.. hmm it is gd to aim high.. becoz if nv achieve, at least u have tried.. but i will nv give up.....
lols.. nowadays feel beri lost... i going to ord soon.. but i totally unprepared for working life.. is it very tough?
the childish, self absorbed side of me can tahan arnot
can i handle the stress of working?
can i be the normal me?
i so proud person.. dun wan admit defeat.. always tink higher of myself than i m..
can i really do well in my future life.. i dun know wad to tink..
i always make ppl angry sad,,unable to make ppl smile
how many ppl i can count as my true frens?
r u my fren?
i feel emotionally distant.. very drained...
but i wan live on as i m.. becoz i nt living for myself..
i know i living on for my mother.. she will wan me bravely live on and achieve things..
she tink of the world of me.. i can nv give up despite my personality failures