i wonder when can i evr finish my ns?

wah getting tired of ns..
alot of things to do

so late to slp
why cant i have a normal life?
hmm just wake up, work frm 8 to5
slp rest play the rest of the day..

maybe tat will be a perfect life of mine
haha
but somehow i tink i wun be satisfied with this life..
i wan my life to be tougher
it trains me..
i nv want to gif up..
i wan to excel...
anyway 289 days to ord
hope my life will get better as in i will have more obstacles to overcome..

my main weakness of life is tat my attitude
i do thing sloppily
n lazy.....
i wonder how i should change this