in memory of a neighbour

hmm.. dunnoe why life is so complex.. once it begins , we look at it with new hope.. when it ends, duno lehz.. recently my neighbour passed away.. a uncle who alway sit at the corridor repairing his bicycle.. although most of the time he look grumpy n look so fierce.. but he usually greet us with a look.. alway can see he zoom ard neighbourhood halfnaked..haha

he passed away due to heart troubles.. same as my mother......die suddenly .. leaving his family in grief..haiz..

den yesterday his wife tried to commit suicide.. at ard 10pm.. she wanted to jump frm her floor which is above us..6th floor.it is very dramatic.. alot of ppl standing at downstair n keep screaming " dun jump dun jump"... den...............................................................

"to b continued"

i wonder... if i die, who will grieve for me? who will wan to follow me along.. maybe i will wan her /him to live on.. but living w/o a loved one is so sad........ so unimaginable.. i tink it is the saddest thing in the world..wat will become of me if i lost a loved 1? maybe i will choose to....