i hate myself

i hate myself for many things.

1) unable to achieve anything in life
2) unable to step out of comfort zone
3) unable to be determined in doing things
4) unable to think positively
5) unable to be less lame
6) unable to get away from my computer
7) unable to care for people
8) unable to open up to ppl
9) unable to trust ppl
10) unable to do things my way
11) unable too enjoy my life as it is

fuk myself.. lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EFQ7vm4Nc8c nice anime..

i admire the kiwi but i wan live my dreams n achieve it