adios 2005

i wonder if the yr can ever be better..

compare this yr to previous few yrs, i felt it is the worst yr in my life, although it is punctuated by a few nice moments.

first of all, a very thank to for these following persons who make my life abit better through the strict regimes and everything

My camp mates.

my OrDED SiR LTA(NS) benjamin heng.. he a great fren and leader.. haha he tried to help us whenever he can but kaoz.. no off frm him

my leave clerk, CPL(soon to be NS) nigel.. he been a great fren n help to me..

my registry clerk CPL Joshua.. he a nice fren although sumtime abit too loud.. haha..

my r and d clerk, LCP kENNY.. THe guy whoalways get in troubel.. 7 extra King.. thanks man.. u help us do LESS duties..

my buddy n my understudy..CPL Junkok... the ever harowrking n determined guy.. but abit stupid to help those fuckers of saf.. haha...

erm thanks for them .. if not how i survive the countless guard duties, the turn out, the alert amber, the pats wkends.. the countless saboing by madam..

thanks thanks.. i noe 2006 is coming.. most of them will ord a few mth earlier than me.. i will mis them.. hope for the best for them..

haha say finish all the thanks for them.. let us review my key events.. i try to be optimistic la..

1) meeting a gal in jan, severalwks before her bday.. hmm uh suposedly to buy a present for her..:S.. hmm ultimately coerced intobuying slipperrs.. hmm duno wat the fuss with the slippers until now.. hmm tot i like her.. but maybe is my hormones working..

2)feb... alot ofwork work work work work.. copa.. docu clerk. recall clerk.. 3 appts sia.. hah finaliculiminated to becoming the best soldier of themth..

3) march.. work work work work..

hmm did meet chienwen n lijun during these 2 period.. 1 is to mit lijun for kbox. fun sia.. lijun when u wan go to kbox with mi again,, the other mit chienwen for dinner plus movies..
haha although nv rreali go see movie with her(she owe me liao). but wat i remember frm the dinner at PS and tahe walk from PS to the stroll at BORDERS.. and the finali bYE at cityhall.. the sitting ard at coityhall mrt.. love it.. i actually wish to revisit the feeling.......
i also like the feeling with lijun.. she a nice gal.. although hiaz nowadays she dun relai like to tok to me liao.. sianz.... but i like her when she angry n the feeling oso.. haha


4)apr.. countless guard duties...................... 3 wks.. for consecutive days...

5) may---- off off off.. duno wat i do. tink gt meet lijun for ktv.. erm " invited" by her becoz alex invite her.. ultimately alex haha fly aeroplane.. n we 2 person onli.. hmm so we went to ps to see movie.. ths tupid scary movie..n the onli memory frm the movie.. is tat lijun keep laughing?.... haha..oh we oso haf meal..:s.. lijun eat alot wor.........haha...... nice feeling la .... tat is the last time we mit le.. so it 7 mths alreadi..lijun come out lei

hmm may also the mth when i first time go chompchomp..
erm i very bad tat time.. i disturb a fren.. ask her bring us along..becoz she say until so gd.. n i was on the way there also?
hmm she veri nice.. n we can chat.. she teased abt me seeing other gals but hmmmmm.. the onli gal i wan see is ever u onli...


6) june

finali saw amelia... she ah.. at cineleisure,, she go ther support her cousin.. haha did nt manage to say hi to her.. jhaha mainly becoz i shy.. honestly she look great but sian sia she attached .. if not i sure sure jio her.. kidding kidding... haha wah liew amelia come out meet me la.. see each other liao.. haff dinner come come..

also saw yizhen at the event.. haha..lolz.. nt wat i expected.. haha.. but lolzzzzzzzzz still a ncie gal overalll...

7)july.. saw she at ps to eat 2 pc chicken with her n cc..
saw the movie be with u.. the best movie of the yr in life..
haha.. see alot of movies..
alot of military stuff.. chemical defence.. atp.. imt..
know janie
saled to go oversea.. feeling nt gd..


8) aug

erm preparing for aler amber lo.. very busy la.. ahhhhhhhhhh
aug 28 went through my first operation in my life..
remove wisdom tooth..

9)sept

nth reali happen.. maybe alot of army shit?
oh ya lijun nv invite me to her bday celebration although she promised me

10) oct

my bday.. key event..
wan to invite alot of ppl la..
all my netfrens.. n n n n..
haha in the end.. all my true frens come..
cailian come..
hmm she very ncie to come.. she gave me a big surprise..the watch,, the best gift in my life..
hmm she treat me very nice but in the end.. i nv treat her very well n i take her for granted.. maybe she felt tat.. maybe tat why we finali haf a big quarrel n till now i still feel there is abig split that is still unmended.. erm duno how to mend... seriously hmm tat is a big mistake of my life.. a mistake i may regret for whole of my life.. i duno.. i very indecisive in this kind of things..

anyway bday is a celebration of th day u landed in this life. a days where all ur frens come together.. haha true frens come nt easily..

love them ^^.. a key event n a key moment of my life.. my frens....

hmm i still dun understand why this event must happen after my bday.. is it a sign?

11) nov

always tinking of her..
hmm PATS audit.. manpower chekcs.. fully focused .. no tme for love or frenship


12) dec

WU YUE TIAN CONCERT.. haha wonderful day.. trully spent my money rite
my memories of 3 guards.. i been in 3 guard for a yr lo


actually nt many keyy events.. key events is all meeting netfrens.. haha.. maybe becoz i too isolated in camp.. always staying at home during wkends.. att why it is the worse yr in my life.. beccause i simply dun haf life..
n erm i keep tinking of dying.. hmm my common theme.. i will turn more positive 1..
becoz my new yr resolution is to be more positve n finali make up with many ppl........

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
summarized all key events le..
felt 2005 is a yr of many things..
i grew to be cynical!

i duno how to end 2005 at a bright note.. sian.. yesterday nite i slp whole nite.. due to a long wk n a long yr..
hope today gt event ba..

blog so early in the morning..

sian.. reject taking off for tuesday..

nolong wkend.. super sian ah..

bill 75 for this mth.. 512k singnet bb.. i duno sia.. why lidat

it bloody expensive lo


i tired..

i just want a perosn to make my life abit better

to share my problems..........

stupid rules set by CO

All HQ personnel

1) must march frm point to point.. wah liew

2) go for canteen break with permission frm superiors.

3)do CHINUP before meals...

ahh so cock....

sstupid rules..


blatantly wna us chnaged into MAN..

hmm

we also suppor the battalion..
we r nt MAN..kaoz

bloody hell must ask us march,,, puiz..

tink i throw status on him le..

i wun do it 1..

i will haf my INTEGRITY N ppRIDE

BOxing day

hmm i should be the one who should be boxed everyday..
haiz

this xmas has nt been gd to me
lol
nth to report
nth to do


haiz

today wan to go see gal le.. but due to some circumstances. fail to mit her

mainly i felt tat she treat me as a biz deal

which i disllike

gals ah gals ah

why like tat 1

hmm but maybe i nt too much interested in her biz tok.. haha more interetsed in her ^.^


shiying shiying dun treat me as biz deal lei

why ppl like this 1?

on a separate topic,

there r 5 more days to end of 2005

haha

congratulations jincai, u had just passed the worst yr in ur life..

nxt yr will be better la


many things to do in 2006

world cup to see sumore

sure will be a brillant yr

yeah!

2006 faster come!

merry xmas

todaay is 2005 dec 25..

merry xmas wor..

still gt 6 more days to 2006..

have u prepared ur new yr resolution.

ahhhhhhhhhhh


dunnoe lei..

alot of things to aim.....

erm possibly a place in uni will be in the uppermost of my mind for whole yr..


i lazy to tink of it rite now..

for the past 2 days, i was online

haha whole day n nite onlione

getting tired le..

but duno lei.. no gals jio me out lei:P


no ppl jio me out n i tired to go out..


sian sian sian sian..

but haha 2 interesting thing happen to me past 2 days..

first

some 1 jio me for christmas service with her alone at woodland..

but i is too far n maybe too earely n maybe i too shy that i reject

haha the gal or lady is janie..

cute cute.. she show me the website of the church n the performance. by world class gospel singer bobby moore..

she even call me to ask me whether i wan to go.. uh huh.. she sound nice.. i nv mit her before.. so i m a abit tentative..

but in the end i reject.. possibly becoz i tink church service is abit weird.. n i felt weird to go out with a gal or rather a 28 yr old lady,,,

but she was nice till the end..

she sound humourous.. nice.

hoepfuly there is a followup esposide on this story


hehe!

the second lucky thing tat happen over xmas?

haha a gal jio me out.!! wah nowadays gals very fierce sia

tsk tsk.. is tml afternoon.. meet at kfc tampines..
uh huh

she ah i duno lei.. maybe her main motive was to tok to her abt her saving plans or insurance premiums since she is a insurance agent....

uhhhhhhhhhhhhh

she is shiying.. 22 yr old grad

unfortunaely although i wan to reject, but my heart won through..

so nw i puzzling over tml..

wat will i wear?
wat will i do?
uh huh...
just leave it all to fate