her bday 18th feb

hhaa once i set on a plan, i wan to finish it..


so when i decide to celebrate her bday.. i decide to plan how to celebrate..


hmm in the end i feel it is not as successful as i wanted..

but at least she appreciate wad i do..

sooo how?

dreams?

why i keep dreaming.. dunnoe.. keep tinking of things.. turning mad?


sometime i wonder if i m living in the past.. why life gif me so mani things and rivers to cross over..


i so tired.. i feel like giving up


i losing controll..

how i wish life is like soccer.. i feel like i in control of soccer.. n i keep scoring goals.. successful..


success is so hard to get

FIRST POST IN 2009

finally after so long, i decide to restart my blog..

becoz i feel like i losing abit direction in my life

need a focus n diary to tell me where m i going..

maybe i will use this blog to organise my life abit..

i dun wan live a useless life..

i wan make full use of my life

hehehehee i wan buy digi cammm.. so i can upload more pics.. ok la my target..

hihi

somtime i wonder wad is life abbout?

hais treasure everyday.. time pass so soon

i wan do so mani things.. but i feel so unempowered

feel weak

tuesday @ work.. quarel with her again

haa.. quarrel with her again.. tot we cold war all the way.. but we clash over something small again..

why she always have the wrg idea abt me..


anyway it ok la.. hahhaa study more impt

must keep tink of idea to press myself on


everyday i must improve