i veri sad

hmm i feel very sad.. gals r a mystery to me

why some gal so ncie to me yet hurt me deeply?

haiz

hmm gt a gal hor..almost everyday either i sms her or call her but she seem to haf many guys.. can see in her blog.. hmm haha she claim she love me.. n i oso gt say.. hehe but i duno la.. i seem to say i love u to many gals.. m i bad? or fickleminded.. duno who will c this entry.. pls forgive me for my fickleness.. becoz guys r naturally fickle.. i m nt bad i maybe like to tink too much.. say love other ppl thinking maybe she will love me back but in my heart i dun love her.. wahaha.. dunnoe wat i tinking la.. maybe u dun understand wat i toking too.. becoz i toking nonsense again..


hmm if u understand wat i toking, maybe u can enlighten me .. why i doing this? why i like to hurt myself?'

why i wan to bz myself with work wan to immune myself to everything but yet alway feel so sad so disillusioned?

wah see some blog .. again i so sad... removed my name frm her blog.. seem to b more happier when nt chatting with me or smsing me..haiz.. i tink too much.

gt 1 more gal la.. she seem dun wan get involved with me again le.. once say she luv me.. now getting bz with her studies.. getting far far away frm me.. but i seme to haf feeling for her..


i write so much.. but which gal i real;i like?

sunday nite=> bk in nite

haiz.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

bk in soon

i wan some gd new

hey lijun block me again?

chienwen ignore me again

cailian duno lehz alway feel she has some mental block

hmm minmin as usual so hippee

peishan tok to me liao
hopefully new wk new happening.. this wk will b great

i m feeling old

haha.. every1 graduating but i alreadi graduate yr ago..lol

old liao la jincai haha time reali pass very fast.. i alreadi serve damn army for abt 5mth.. still gt 1 yr 8 mth to go..arghhh..

dun wan to tink abt it le la.. it pretty useless to tink.. there is so many work to occupy my mind..very happening army..

wed n thur i went for live firing.. shoot shoot sar 21.. quite fun but my back suffer.. i gt medical condition but they force me to go there.. hai~~.. hai wo de back pain for quite long.. now still gt abit numbness. hopefully by tml will b ok..

wah my work drive crash..hee.. maybe too much rubbish liao.. or too many work given to me.. wah feel i cannt cope with it.. hopefully i can clear all the shit by this wk..

=( netfren is a illusion fren is a fad true fren is forever... who can b my true fren? hai!!!!!!

lolz today 290305

wat to say?
my life sux
actually dun wan go home today
but cannt bear see ppl bk out
so bk out
sianz.. i holding 2 appt
everyday bz
everyday headache
god help me

see SAF warrior

rdy to fight a war tml

confirm alot of arrow waiting for me in camp

sian i going back to tat life again

can any1 understand how hard is to go back to a place with so many responsibilites?

it threaten to swallow u whole
threaten to overwhelm u

alot of thing to do la.. duno la.. mebbe this is my life le.. going to overwhelm my life

i dun wan tink abt feeling dun wan to tink abt love dun wan to tink of university n the fact tat i nv will measure up.

nv can b a person who can b a very nice ...b a person who every1 wholeheartedly can say is a gd person.. i bad very bad.. full of faults

bye any1 who see this blog