blog post 495

not yet sleeping.. just watch finish arsenal vs everton.. 4-1 arsenal =D...

woohoo.. good.. but nv bet..

life is always full of ironical stuff... i just wish for good things to happen more often than bad things..

this 2 3 mths abit sucky... things that shd nt happen happen becoz of my insistence n fault..

i feel i shdnt do this but yet i do it.. becoz i just dun seem to like to take the easy route..


anyway life is abt experiences.. i just wish i can make full use of the experiences to reali make myself grow for the future..

the future is still bright.. i still wan meet new ppl.. meet new frens.. have new loves.. fall in n out of love.. travel new places.. explore new things.. learn to enjoy life.. have a positive mindset...

yup.. alot to learn n grow.. have alot thing to change.. i guess life n me is nv perfect.. becoz of my inperfectionism cause so much hurt to me.. n make me lose lots of potential experiences n frenship n romance..

i seriously hope i can improve.. so tat with new improved life, i can enjoy my life.. i alreadi live abt a quarter of a century.. still have a lifetime ahead.. need to appreciate every moment of life...
seizing the moment to have new experiences.

moments in life... so precious...


sandy t an i reali need to forget my love for u..

forget the times we spent together

chatting frm 9-6 while doing work
teasing u always
watching u kana teased by others..
ur glaring at me with ur cute big eyes..
ur hating to wear ur specs.. (u look cute in ur specs lei) veri ah ma
ur laziness n slacky.. (so similar to me)
ur "wah laos" n "ting bu dao" n " huh"
ur smile
i wait for u alight the bus before i go home..
ur sweets..

lol.. say too much.. just wan blog so i can reference back..lol

i hope i can meet another nice ger like u again...

ssoon new yr.. hapi new yr frens

i need 10 million

yawnn.. xmas eve.. lonely xmas eve..

not going anywhere..

sians..

wish i have plans but i dun...

heart still ache for the gal..

but since she dun care, why shd i care

ermmmmmmmmmmmm


i spending alot

need to SAVE, INVEST, EARN MRE...


sians need to improve myself oso

monday blues n MC!

haha decide wan to take a break... so tml will go for a mc..

been wanting to study.. bit by bit.. very tiring..

hmm.. exams faster finish ok..


hmm i still in love with that ger

but it so impossible...


hmm maybe find new target

why ppl always tell me i wrong to feel inferior?

hmm...

no confidence in myself.. always feel inferior.. always feel the world is against me..

jincai is like that 1..

gals dun like.. that why i cant get gf...


i always love to compare.. compare life..

maybe i shd tone down my comparomg..


pls make me feel better abt myself.. pls let me forget that gal.. forget my frenship with her..


pls let me ignore her.. pls let my life to be better

sometime it better to be single n flirting.. n no commitments..

life is better that way..

no commitments...

hmmmmmmm 2 more wks to exam.. stress is coming to find me..

life.. sux

i rather work in other coy than see her cold to me..

i just wan hthe best memories

why life have to deny me that

no much of selfblaming. or blame on life will do good to me...


i can onli go on..