sianz

blogging in library..
make it fast
hmm..
yesterday i gt a tot.

i tink i achieve very few things in life..
i started to wonder wad actually i achieve
tink very few lei


on my trophy cabinet..

i gt 1 chinese chess champion trophy..

1 plaque for achieving 6 distinction in olvl exams..

certificates for outstanding academic achievements in sec schdays..

ntu certificate in biz n finance.. n some stupid certs i get during my few yrs in poly n army..
WITS microsoft word expert.. sip excellence cert..
oh ya.. 2 plaque and photos for being best soldier in feb 05 and may 06

tink i achieve very little in life..

uh 1 more thing i nv achieve.. i dun have any gf

any comments or help?

dreams do come true i hope....

mi sian sia.. i tink the coming months will really seriously tax on my finances...

i got 5 more modules to go..5 more to complete.. 5 x 399.. woah plus exam fee

where i m going to get the money...
lol

sumtime i guess i reali need find job.. but mi so lazy sia..

now still havent find a good job but all dun suit me n timing..
seriously i lookng towards ord..

den i find ft job.. n den get tsuck in the ft job to earn extra cash.. jiayou jincai..

u choose this path.. u must complete it..

now i duty.. damn sian..

i just hope the follwing 45 days will be smooth.. den i ord le

45 more days to go...
i miss my com
i miss alot of ppl

sha gua

hmmm i love the way she say these words.. all those anger directed at her all disappeared...

hmm i dun tink how she treat me .. just as long as she will remb me..

okie euff abt her..

today on duty.. tml leave.. fri leave.. i tired of 3 guards.. reali cant wait to get out of it..

hmmm.. but wad to do?
still so long to ord..

see my frens ord.. i hapi for them..
but how abt me..

i reali tired...

haha.. i still have my goals n aims to fight for...
yeah!
millionaire jincai here i come

tired after a day of duty

i totally disgusted.. i lose money in gambling again.. maybe i tink i too lousy le..
luck is nt always with me/// but /.. haiz i totally lose hope le


hmmm i 22 le.. soon 23.. but i feel i nv achieve anything of note..
who will remember chua jincai

hmm probbaly no one

tell u something..

my greatest wish in life will have a wonderful family.. a beautiful wife n 3 beautiful kids, a car n a house.. and a well paying job..

my dreams is so far away...

somehow i know i will achieve

but first dun gamble in football le

they really kill

finali can blog

well i on saturday duty.. damn sad.. but ok la... can use inet..

haiz totally sian.. duno wad to blog... i gt alot of thing to wonder but duno how to type it out

basically all abt my future.. haiz

first, i realise i will have alot of financial burden to worry abt nxt life.. in order to rush my CAT certification by nxt june, i need ard 2 k.. haiz...

alot of money to consider.. so i must find a perm job soon.. but i still stuck in army.. 2more mth.. reali need to find pt job to alleviate my financial debt..

haiz.. how i wish to find a rich gf... the other problems is i keep seeig couples all ard.. arghh pretty gals hung ard thier bf arms.. sianz

how i wish to find a gf but i too ugly n no person care abt me..

sian now amelia added to the list of ppl who ignore me

m i so detestable??

ade still dun tok to me but she send me a sweet bday sms...haiz.. i still tink of her deeply..

hmm somehow i guess i can anyhw find 1.. there r so mani desperate gals ard.. oopps//

but somehow i find a true one.. some1 who reali care for me.. some1 who is very sweet funni accommdating pretty..

when tat special some1 will come?