lolz today 290305

wat to say?
my life sux
actually dun wan go home today
but cannt bear see ppl bk out
so bk out
sianz.. i holding 2 appt
everyday bz
everyday headache
god help me

see SAF warrior

rdy to fight a war tml

confirm alot of arrow waiting for me in camp

sian i going back to tat life again

can any1 understand how hard is to go back to a place with so many responsibilites?

it threaten to swallow u whole
threaten to overwhelm u

alot of thing to do la.. duno la.. mebbe this is my life le.. going to overwhelm my life

i dun wan tink abt feeling dun wan to tink abt love dun wan to tink of university n the fact tat i nv will measure up.

nv can b a person who can b a very nice ...b a person who every1 wholeheartedly can say is a gd person.. i bad very bad.. full of faults

bye any1 who see this blog

going for course tml

sad.. today toally spent my sunday sleeping.

tml on course.. long trip frm tampines to khatib again.. but i enjoy it.. becoz it is quite relaxing

abliet abit tiring

sleep in class
haha.. nth to tok.. boring life

long time nv blog la..

yo i back after a long break..

actually is my com spoil la


but duno lehz m i away at all?

every1 seem same to me

ok la.. update update abt my life

still sux la.. as usual.. alway staying in for the wk.. but getting used to it.. my life will b army for the next 2 yrs

alot of thing to do during the wk.. boss alway gif me thing to do.. is it i ez to bully or i too capable liao?

haha.. lolz.. at least i still haf my humour..

during early wk, some1 frm my unit jumped down frm 4th floor.. make me wonder why ppl is so stupid euff to commit suicide... hmm although i tink i want to die, but i dun haf the courage to do so la.. make me wonder whether i should admire the person to do this.. he onli suffered fractured back but this will ruin his life forever. guess something should not be done.. or u will regret forever.. but wat if there is nthg to regret since u alreadi die.. i guess the person onli regret is tat he have nt died frm the fall

wat rubbish i speak? duno if any1 understood at all.. hey gt any1 support my blog anymore? i tink i writing to a blank wall

hey lijun tok to me liao

i love to cry

hahha.. misleading title

havent cry yet la in this wk .. but going to cry soon.. lolz.. i weak kia.. i alway hide frm trouble... anyway i just wan my life to b peaceful but somehow ppl up there keep screwing it up...

i duno wat to tink le.. wat future hold for me.. i noe i can survive through this 2 yr.. but wat is beyond these 2 yrs.. no money to go to uni.. i m scared of the working life.. sign on? that is nt me..hahahaa

i want to b hapi lehz.. i just wan find some1 who can make me hapi.. to tink same as mee.. to haf dreams as me.. n we can strive together but somehow i nt finding.. i going going going going to b alone alone..

hmm but haha wo xi guan to b a loner le la..

eh i want to try myself with something.. i wan a aim.. hmm somehow i alway say the thing again n again.. duno lehz..maybe tat will b my failing.. trying to aim too high.. duno who will understand me..

eh tok at prata shop last sat.. tok n tok n tok.. i haf nthg to contribute.. becoz i duno wat to say.. can i seriously b as successful as them?

hehehe.. guess my view of world is too small le

a side tot: i going crazy n sian in camp le la.. stay in for whole 5 days.. hah long time nv do tat le.. si beh sianz ah.. some1 some1 entertain me lehz